Shen Jing Bing

^ thats crazy in chinese...if you dont know already.

Feeling pretty unhappy with myself. With my contract. It was ok, but I KNOW that it could have been much better.
Hope it went well for you guys. 2 more subjects to go. But finding it hard to find even a microscopic strand of motivation.
haiz...
The wonders of 2 scoops of ice cream. Rum and raisin and choc....made me feel loads better after the shit paper. I am a sucker for ice-cream. The lady at jupiter's was kind enuff to sell me the ice-cream even when she was gonna close up! Thanks!.
God knows I needed that good shit.

Distractions from the south.....hmm. Leave u guys to make that out. Dont think you all can anyway.
Till next then, same brown hair, same shit channel. Goodnight every one -_-

Yea, we have a love-hate relationship alright.
I love her, she hates me -_-

1 hr and 12 mins to Launch.

Yep, its 1` hr+ to the exams. Yet I am blogging!
Whoo hoo!!!! Wish me plenty of luck balls!
Slacker Extraordinaire is gonna rise to the occassion at last!
Then followed by falling to my death!!
Whoo hoo!! Feel the force!!
haha, crazy entry, but heh, I am mad! So I get excused!

No, I dont have a gun!

Contracterization

Nervous :X
Its contract tomorro kids.
Remember your mindmaps! Coloured Pens! Lanyard! All your stationery!

Anyway, hope it has been smoothly sailing in preparation for you guys. It has been smooth slacking for me.
I am very reckless..... Wish I had more responsibility. But... what the hell ..argh
Wish you all god-speed on this freak of a journey.
Thats all folks!

You hit me like I never felt before. Hit me like a sucker punch, you're rotten to the core :P
You know you hit me like I've never felt before, silly for the first time...

When it used to be all about money and the things that I need. Live a big lie which you all believed. Now, I just find that somehow obscene.

Its QIAN.

My name is Low Yi Qian.
Han Yu Pin Yin is Liu Yi Qian. Its prononuce QI-AN

NOT --> Yi Chien or Yi chiang or what ever shit. Its pronunciation is like 1000 in chinese.

I am not a a dog. Chien is dog in french. Mr F.J... Dun call me that anymore.
Yi Chiang? What is that? Mr Mathavan....is that indian?
Ok, u all not choises, fine...
Mr Koh..are you chinese? You cant even come close to being correct...omg.
Mrs Wong. Thank god..your china very gooot!!!!
Still got somemore, but i cant be bothered to spell em all out.
Haiz..... Lucky most of you guys who read this can prononuce it properly. Thanks.

Since I am on this topic, let me explain my name. Yes, it does have a meaning.

Low --> surname...tis one no meaning.
Yi--> The meaning of this word is willpower or Loyalty.
Qian--> The meaning of this word is HUMBLE

Yes, and I am very pround of my name. its one of the few things I can be proud about. Thanks Pops.

anyway, I have 2 brothers. They too have very nice names but not so nice personality...haha.jking. Yi En and Yi Ci

the YI in our names have the same meaning.
En --> this word means gratitude...
Ci--> this means mercy and charity.
yes yes, altho I hate to say it, I am quite fond of my 2 brothers.

Well, I need to study more. I am in deep shit. See ya kids. The smses will only be out on thrusday night! oh yea, I AM relieved. My grades were OKAY...heng ar

Goo Goo Dolls. --> sympathy
Stranger than your sympathy.
I take these things so I don't feel.
I'm killing myself from the inside out,
And now my head's been filled with doubt.

And it's hard to lead the life you choose,
All I wanted
When all your lucks run out on you.
All I wanted
And you can't see when all your dreams are coming true.
Oh yeah, it's easy to forget, yeah.
And you choke on the regrets, yeah.
Who the hell did I think I was?

And stranger than your sympathy,
And all these thoughts you stole from me.
And I'm not sure where I belong.
Nowhere's home and I'm all wrong

And I wasn't all the things
I tried to make believe I was.
And I wouldn't be the one
To kneel before the dreams I wanted
And all the talk,
And all the lies
Were all the empty things disguised as me
Yeah.
Stranger than your sympathy.
Stranger than your sympathy.

Genesis. 3 days to launch. Prepare for take off!

In the beginning. There was empty accounts notes.
In the beginning. There was zero contract notes.
In the beginning. I knew shit about crim pro.
In the beginning. I was scared shit.
In the beginning. I had no idea what to do. Very screwed.

Now, I have complete accounts notes. :]
Now, I have all the contract notes. :]
Now, I still know squat about crim pro after the lec :[
Now, I am still scared. But less shitted :]
Now, I have alil idea what to do. But still screwed :] or :[ the way you see it




Well, manage to complete 70% of what I have set out to do.
I think its ok. for today at least. I have BIG plans tomorro....haha.
Moi's project marks will be out tmr. Fingers crossed. I do need a good project mark to pass crim pro. cause I think my crim pro exam is finnished. Cooked. Double Boiled. Fried. Vaporated. Infested. vacated.
Accounts...Hmm...Given careful planning and behaviour on the verge of insanity, I think I can do it.
Contract...Hmm...Given slack shit planning and behaviour on the verge of being a nerd. I think I can do it.

Anyway, wanna wish all you kids good luck for your exams. If I sms you to wish you good luck, means you are a friend who is deserving. If you dont receive any sms, I recommend that you haul ass this very moment cause you arnt suppose to be here anyway. I dont care who the F*** you are. You arnt invited and I aint gonna let you in just cause you are crying infront of the porch.
But if you think you are deserving, and lets face it, I may just forget to sms you. Please remind me ! haha, this sounds darn stupid. But i can get away with it.

Haha..ok, gotta go kill myself somemore. I like dying bit by bit. Its more painful.
seeya kids. Good luck!! Leave you with my favourite part in One more fucking time. by motorhead

All your life is in your head
All you dreams are in your sleep
And if your dreams are hid too deep
They're just a waste of time
When you try to chase the dream
You never seem to know the time
You never recognize the signs
And nothing's what it seems

Both your eyes wide open
You see the shape I'm in
It wasn't of my choosing
It's only bones and skin
And I will plead no contest
If loving you's a crime
So go on and find me guilty
Just one more fucking time

Al Zac has a Crack.Lucky we didnt crack.

Phew.... nil nil...Inter didnt get trashed by Roma...I AM relieved.

Today was ultra like ...lifeless....I didnt leave the house at all..trying to physco myself. To mentally prepare to prepare(take a moment. This phrase does makes sense. Just like 'contemplating about thinking'.) for my exams...Getting into the mood.
Into the zone(tis sounds corny)......

Tomoro, the start of untold horrors which will last for 1 week. I may die after all this. But sure as hell I gonna play tie I die after the exams.

Gonna save my money. Once the exams end. I am gonna have fun. Al Majlis anyone? haha...I am mad!
I am hoping for a vacation job right after my exams too.. Digital Camera. XDA. Here I come! Ha ha...I repeat. I am mad!

I am in a good mood today and I am not telling you why :]

Sunday. Nuff said.

Yi Qian wrote:
> 1. WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
> IF there is no school, I wake up only when I
wanna wake up. If there is school. 2 hours
before.
> 2. IF YOU COULD EAT LUNCH WITH ONE FAMOUS
PERSON,
> WHO WOULD IT BE?
> I will rather go without it. I detest the lime
light.
>
> 3. GOLD OR SILVER?
> Silver. But i rather have plaitinium.
> 4. WHAT WAS THE LAST FILM YOU SAW AT THE
> CINEMA?
> 28 days.
> 5. FAVOURITE TV SHOW?
> I dont really watch alot of TV. But simpsons
rock. Because they are yellow and have 4 fingers.
> 6. WHAT DO YOU HAVE FOR BREAKFAST?
> I will have what my mum made.
> Can go without breakfast too.
> 7. WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE LEFT IN A ROOM
> WITH?
> This is Scandalous. I refuse to answer....haha
>
> 8. CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR NOSE WITH YOUR TONGUE?
> No. A freak I am not :P
> 9.WHAT INSPIRES YOU?
> It could be anything.
> 10. WHAT'S YOUR MIDDLE NAME?
> I have no middle name.
> 11. BEACH, CITY, OR COUNTRY?
> Beach. You have no idea what a beach junkie I
am
> 12.SUMMER OR WINTER?
> well...summers are too hot, winters are too
cold. autumn requries too much work. Leaves all
over.
> 13. YUM?
> I think alot of different foods are great.
But I like chinese food.. I am boring.
> 14. BUTTERED, PLAIN, OR SALTED POPCORN?
> buttered or salted. Not sweet please.
> 15. FAVOURITE CAR?
> I would have Michael Schumacher's Ferrari F1
2003
> 16. FAVOURITE SANDWICH FILLING?!
> Cheese and tomato. I like simple food.
>
> 17. FAVOURITE TYPE OF MUSIC?
> I approach music with an open mind. But
currently I like oldie rock. No boy bands
please. Pop stay alway too.
> 19. WHAT CHARACTERISTIC DO YOU DESPISE?
> I choose to look at the good side of people
> 20. FAVOURITE FLOWER?
> I think the orchids that my grandma grows are
awesome
> 21. IF YOU HAD A BIG WIN IN THE LOTTERY, HOW
LONG
> WOULD YOU WAIT TO SPEND ALL?
> Wouldnt wait. Too much money. Too Little time.
But I would not spend all tho
> 22. DO YOU WEAR PYJAMAS?
> no
> 23. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
> I dont know...suppose to be brown. You tell me.
But I dont look people in the eyes much now.
Someone told me I make people very uncomfortable
when I do that.
> 24. HOW MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING?
> 2..but I have 2 key rings placed together.
> 25 WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO RETIRE?
> Singapore. I dont wanna go to some 'ang-mo'
place
> 26. CAN YOU JUGGLE?
> juggle what? balls? work and school? friends
and relationship?
> 27. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE DAY OF THE WEEK?
> Wednesday. because of my timetable. I have a
whole glorious free day for myself. I need my
space and time.
> 28. RED OR WHITE WINE?
> wine...erm. depends on what I am eating. but
then, I rather have champange
> 29. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY?
> I went out for a sushi buffet with my friends.
Talked and stuff
> 30. DO YOU CARRY A DONOR CARD?
> No.
> 31.WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
> Star Wars Omnibus. still a small boy at
heart :p
> 32. FAVOURITE BOARD GAME?
> oh...I am a champion snakes and ladders
player. Dont try me...
> 33. FAVOURITE MAGAZINE?
> Erm...I dont read magazines.
> 34. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
> I like my POLO fragrance. erm...my mum's or
grandma's cooking.
> 35. COMFORT FOOD?
> Macdonalds...it cheers me up..I dunno why, dun
ask me.
> 36.FAVOURITE SOUND?
> I like the sounds of the night. Crickets,
breeze and stuff.
> 37. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD?
> anger.
> 38. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN
YOU
> WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
> Aww...its time to wake up already?!?
> 39.FAVOURITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
> Macdonalds.
> 41. FINISH THIS STATEMENT. "IF I HAD A LOT OF
> MONEY...
> I will give you whatever you want. Whatever
to make you happy.
> 43. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?
> Nope....
> 44. STORMS, COOL OR SCARY?
> Cool. I like the feeling of rain on my face.
> 47. FINISH THIS STATEMENT, "IF I HAD THE
> TIME, ..... "
> I will spend it with the people I love.
> 48. DO YOU EAT STEMS OF BROCCOLI?
> I think so. Remember Kids, vegetables are good
for health.
> 49. IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOR, WHAT
> WOULD YOU CHOOSE?
> I dont know. Probably streak it or something.
But I always wanted to try ash grey. My grandma
would have a fit tho....
> 50. WHAT IS UNDER YOUR BED?
> There is nothing under my bed...I have nothing
to hide!

I got this survey or what have you from a friend. I thought it was the only worthwhile thing that I did today.
Hope it made for an interesting insight on moi.

Today I vacuumed the floor.
Mopped the floor.
Cleaned my room.
Cleaned the living room.
Cleaned the aircon filters.
Scrubbed the toliets.
Washed the dishes.


Fuck. I am domesticated.

My Shrink.

My shrink is my good friend.
He is tubby. He is funny.
He smokes like a dragon.
Laughs like a monster.
He cracks lame jokes.
But they are farkin funny anyway.

He likes corny advertisments.
I do not. He likes rock music.
So I say rawk on!
His english is crap.
But I can speak chinese. If all else fails,
there is always hokkien.

But most importantly, he is there when I need to talk to someone.
When I feel like this whole fucking world is leaning on me.
When I feel that my family is a shit-load of trouble.
When I think my friends are all bastards and son-na-fa-bitches.
When I think that I just wanna take a uzi and shoot every one thru their isuzus or what have you.
I see my shrink.

Thanks Guo Feng. You really are a friend indeed.
Cheers!

Time may only tell so much. But you can show me so much.
I need to find the passage to where I was before.