You damn smart.

You damn smart.
I cant believe you can talk shit behing my back.
Dont get me wrong, you can do that.
Cause i do that some times too.
Difference is I am joking. I dont think you are.
I heard it. It must be true.
I wont ask you. I know you are actually capable of doing such things.
But its damn weird.
I find it surreal.

I talked to you thru your problems.
Listened to you. Tho it irritated me.
hell...It irritated me when you talked shit about others.
But i listened. I dont like it when ppl talk shit abt others.
But nvm... I just shut up and listen.
You thought I will never know about it.

Perhaps you just need to be careful abt the people around you when you talk shit.
Walls have ears. Ceilings have eyes. I have friends.

Am I angry? Not really. Just dissapointed.
What does this means? Perhaps its just that you mean less to me then I so thought.

But be wary of me. Be wary of me.
I wont do what you did to me, but be wary of me.
I dont mean you harm. But remember what you did to me.

I am not threatening you. I am not scaring you.
What you did to me was not serious.
But i dont like it. I condemn it.

But its werid. You look for people when you need help.
You look for people to shower you with pity when you want it.
Not knowing showing pity really is so.......low. Demeaning.
You look strong, but I know that you are not.
Securities from others, confirmation of others.
Other's faint nod is what you yearn.

You say no? I think Not.
You lead a hardlife? You haven lived life.
You have problems? Those are minor issues.
You have no money? Oh, i can laugh at that.

Please. You liked to think that you are all grown up. Thru a school of hard knocks.
I think you are exagerrating. Probably the school for the rich and famous.

Oh my, I have ranted on for so long.
But its what I kept inside for so long.

But I am not disturbed.I am not disturbed.I am not disturbed.I am not disturbed.I am not disturbed.I am not disturbed.I am not disturbed.I am not disturbed.I am not disturbed.I am not disturbed.I am not disturbed.I am not disturbed.I am not disturbed.I am not disturbed.I am not disturbed.I am not disturbed.I am not disturbed.I am not disturbed.I am not disturbed.I am not disturbed.I am not disturbed.I am not disturbed.I am not disturbed.I am not disturbed.I am not disturbed.I am not disturbed.I am not disturbed.I am not disturbed.I am not disturbed.I am not disturbed.I am not disturbed.

Perhaps if i say that long enuff, I will feel that way.








haha, ranting is good for health! i strongly recommend it!!

anyway, potluck tmr at the beach... i can hardly wait =)
Today...spent the day with Shawn and later HGF, good day by any standards. Killiney Kopitiam and Gardens Roti John suits my palate just fine! Polka Black currant tea also rocks... Twinkies are awesome. Who haven had twinkies? you can feel like hollow man if u eat it! whahaha

Todays make your tomorros.
Cant remember who told me that. I just hope its darn true.

Shoved into Storage.

I am bored , as usual.

Been playing Winning 11 to relieve my boredom. Have already setted up my dream team. They play 3-5-2
My team list

Strikers:
The Omni-present Andrei Shevchenko
The Man Raul Gonzalez

Attacking Midfielders:
The Invincible Alvaro Recoba
The Quick-Sliver Ryan Giggs
The One Zidane.

Defensive Midfielders:
The Bull Dog Edgar Davids
The Pretty Boy David Beckham.

Defenders.
The Best Defender in the world Alessandro Nesta.
His Partner in crime Fabio Cannavaro.
His name sounds sissy but he is not. Lillian Thuram

Goalie
Who says he Kahn? Oliver Kahn

Reserves:
Black Dog Babangida.
THere is only 1 Enrico Chiesa.
Crack Pot Rio Ferdinand.
King Roy Keane.
Italian Machine Christian Vieri.
Butt of Jokes Francesco Totti.
El Grodor Ronnie Ronaldo.
Turkish Kebab Emre.
The Great Dane Schmichael

Thats it. If I was Roman, this is my dream team. This is the Dream team. Come -on Madrid and Chelsea. Come challenge my Winning 11 team lar! Bring your own memory card and controller ! Perez and Roman better watch out, cause KingKangKong gonna win the champion's league. Man Utd? What utter rubbish! Milan is nothing but a fly.


haha, pardon me. Just felt like assembling my dream team. Nothing much...

Alright....I think i wanna go read now.... Books...How can someone go without them? I dont know! Call me nerd, call me geek, but at the end of the day, I am the one who can call you IDIOT.

Today's song is by a new band called The Darkness. THis is their single called I belive in a thing called love. THis is awesome stuff......awesome i tell you. Vocals are insaneeeeeeee.

Cant explain all the feelings
that you're making me feel
my heart's in over drive and
you're behind the steering wheel
touching you, touching me,
touching you cause you touched your blues
i believe in a thing called love
just listen to the rythm of my heart
theres a chance we can make it now
we'll be rockin till the sun goes down
i believe in a thing called love
ooooooh (huh!)

i wanna kiss you every minute every hour everyday
you got me in a spin but everything is a ok

touching you, touching me
touching you cause you touchd your blues
i believe in a thing called love, jut listen to the rythm of my heart
theres a chance we can make it now
we'll be rockin till the sun goes down
i believe in a thing called love
ooooooh guitar



touching you, touching me, touching you coz you touched me arghhhh

i believe in a thing called love
just listen to the rythm of ma heart,
is there a chance we can make it now,
we'll be rocking till the sun comes down,
i believe in a thing called love arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh



i wanna kiss you every minute every hour everyday
you got me in a spin but everything is a ok

touching you, touching me
touching you cause you touced your blues
i believe in a thing called love, just listen to the rythm of my heart
theres a chance we can make it now
we'll be rockin till the sun goes down
i believe in a thing called loveooooooh guitar



touching you, touching me, touching you coz you touching me arghhhh

i believe in a thing called love
just listen to the rythm of ma heart,
is there a chance we can make it now,
we'll be rocking till the sun comes down,
i believe in a thing called love arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh











Thinking bout the song bird yesterday, flew me to a place not far away.

Monday.23feb.14:55.Hot.Sleepy.

Holiday week. Sounds good. Gonna spend it as I like. Not much commitments to keep to for this week. Perhaps potluck on friday which would be great. Hmm...tmr, go to school take some pictures or something..

Just came back from grand mother's place. She made lunch for me. Awesome stuff i tell you...

Today, just want to stay home and read.......haha...slack, surf the net and stuff. Clean my room or something.

As for now, I have a splitting headache...its the weather...sorching heat. Fwah, I going off to rest abit. perhaps blog again later....

gosh........i love panadol.