If you asked me to explain, I would not be able to tell you what the deal is right now.
As much as I don't think I am, R always asks "Why are you so good with words?".
Sometimes I have no words for her and I have told her so. Not sure if she really belives me though. Hope she does.
Shit is getting real. I briefly met her colleagues yesterday. It was not the easiest of experience but it wasn't too difficult either.
Her friends on the other hand, well I am pretty sure they like me. Well except for N. I can't make out what she thinks of me. But by and large, I have been good. Behaving well.
Wait a minute. Have I mentioned that I even met her mum?
/ Shakes head in disbelief.
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You know, I think this time I am really in the deep end. I say it without reservation or embaressment. This time I really have gotten myself into a fix. This time, an easy out really isn't an option. Infact, I don't think there is even an easy option available at all.
So basically, since there is no way out and moving backwards is unacceptable to me, I have made my mind up to just move forward no matter what it takes me.
So yeap. Forging ahead.
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Work? Work is good. I'm going going to try 3 different kinds of ramen tomorrow and I got a new phone to try out. So it is all good.