Friday, January 28, 2005

I'll be fine. I'm always fine.
- From Alfie in Alfie.


Bachelor wannabes would watch it and pee in their pants follwed by scurrying off to get a serious girl friend and not a semi quashie one.

Girls shouldnt watch it. because they just wont get it. wait, but they would. They would get Jude Law. but they wouldnt get the british style jokes would they?


I smoke my ciggarette with style. Trying to emulate the oh so annoyingly fucking cool way that Jude Law smokes. Impossible.

bumped into ferlin after the movie. First thing he said "hair has to go".
He wish. But he was, amusingly, wearing a school teeshirt.
well well well, you might as well.




Its kinda scary. That what I wanted, nice house, nice car, some money were all that Alfie had in the show. But it seems that it all amounts to nought in the end.
because he didnt have peace of mind. and he said, without a peace of mind, he has nothing.





back to myself.




















fuck, I dont have a peace of mind.












ima, gonna skip arbitration lecture.
cos it is good to do so.













what a revealing movie.

makes me realised alot of things.

makes me feel that something that I hold close to my heart, I have to hold even closer still.
Cause you never know when its too late.














Promise me, you will keep me close.

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

www.penisland.net

click it if you dare.
courtesy of mx.

Trust Wills and Probates Class.
boring as hell.
But Christina Lim
my previous will drafted got thrown back at me with a B- grade.
Just as well I suppose.

gotta leave for work soon.
Weather is making me very sleepy.



enjoy the strepsils.



got to go now.
ciao
bye
walks away.

Sunday, January 23, 2005

Drowning.

in books. done with Amazing Maurice and his educated Rodents. Almost done with bridget jones diary. Personally, its full of shit. Just bought dracula and frankenstein today. Complete and unabridge. 5 dollars. Had to buy it. too cheap already. You dont get books for 5 bucks.

in menthol ciggarettes. dont ask.

in late hours. 4am, 5am, 4am, 4am...not sleeping yet on a sundaymorning.

in music. Iron maiden lar, metallica lar,bon jovi lar, aerosmith lar,dream theater lar among others. even popshit I listen. maroon 5 and the crap. purebliss in electric guitar heaven.

in Xbox. Needforspeedunderground2. Unlocked EVO 8 and Skyline. Skyline R34 is fully tricked out. Carbon Fiber kit. large cams, wet shot Nos set, you name it, I have it. Not to mention the boom box at the back. Large mean exhaust spitting purple flames. Jet black rating 10. my baby.

in post its. Too painful to keep. To precious to throw away.

in carbonated drinks. and flat flat beer. asswipes(idontwannasaywho) made me drink flat flat very flat hoegarden after losing a card game. It tasted really really bad.

in friends. Everyday since tuesday evening, have been meeting friends every night to chill out.
Mini.
HGF.
Luwin.
Jessie.

Thank you all very much.
Esp luwin. 4am wednesday morning at serangoon gardens. Smoking ciggarettes and talking and peeing in our very own tree toliets. For paying for the bbq seafood, my first meal in 36 hours. hah. and the coke. the f-ing cheap coke.
You cant get more brother than that.

HGF and mini. Thanks for hanging out guys.
and thanks for ur smses. heh.
thank hgf for the beer just now.
mini, that ice cream that i bought you. its truly my pleasure. i sincerely hope your boyfriend/boyfriend's mum didnt think i was some kind of thug.
and
HGF, ur tag is really damn gay lar.

Jessie. Simply for making me believe that I can make girls laugh.

and erm ok, jessie can be nourishing. The one that saves Darktan's life(MX). Draw your own conclusions.



Been staying at home. hah. Weird thing is that no one seems to be home this 3 days. Got the whole house to myself.
No one complains when I play music too loud. No one bitches about what i do. its not like they do anyway, just that I like my house empty sometimes.

oh yea, my mum made an issue of me coming home so late everday on friday morning 4am.
our conversation was civil. points made as follows.

1) This is not a hotel.
2) We are not trying to control you.
3) When was the last time you saw your dad?
4) You got to tell me your problems. I am your mum!


ok. i kinda agree with point 1. My house is not a hotel. With the present furnishing, its more like a motel if I might say so myself. But of cos, i say that in jest.
Point 2. Agreed. They dont control me. They just turn bloody anal about my freedom once in awhile even when they are the ones who give me the freedom. But its ok, its nothing i cant handle.

point 3. ok. I lose. guilty. stayed home on saturday so can eat dinner with dad.
point4. erm. how do you explain the concept of relativity to a 40 year old who only has an A level cert? abit difficult. but of cos I am joking. I just dont feel comfortable telling my problems and knowing that I will get shitty advice that I will think of using but never actually using cause its really full of crap.



ok what next?

thinks.*

*gets turned off by thinking of something. decides to end this entry.



ahem, ok , look here. down here. got to go. dont know why lar, dont ask. but got to go.
there is something on the idiot box that i die die must watch.

oh fuck you. you can do better than that.

gone off to read his crappy book*