nothing of note happened today.

picked up some stuff at town.

feel like shit... shall not elaborate. something that happened in camp.

thats all.

tim burton's oyster boy is very good.
extremely funny.
morbid humour.
check it out at kino.
its going fer 23 bucks. hard cover.

its too swollen.

even if we do an x-ray or an MRI now, we cant really see anything.

-_-'

There are 3 main ligaments in your ankle.

of which 2 may be broken or torn.

Your tighest band around your ankle is particulary badly damaged.

at this stage we cant tell with the whole ankle so swollen.

what you are experiencing now is called a recurrent ankle sprain.

I will send you for physio. The first few sessions will be to ease the pain.

the next sessions thereafter will be to train up your muscle endurance to let you function as normal as possible again.

Your ankle will never recover to the state it once was. There is no 100% recovery rate for your injury.

You will not be able to take part in strenous activity for the next 6 weeks. thereafter, we will ascertain your situation and see if surgery is needed. Even if you opt out of surgery, you will rest your ankle for the next 3 months.

Surgery is a double edge sword. Without it, your ankle will be very loose and will be sprained extremely easily. Some people can easily sprain their ankle 20 times in a life time. You will never be able to take part in games like soccer with your condition. Its very detrimental to the ankle not to mention that you could damage it further.

With surgery, your ankle will be tightened. you will lose some range of motion. thats to say that you will find your ankle a little tight and that it will not be as flexible as it use to be. Its very difficult in surgery to atain a perfect balance between strength and flexibility.

But with this surgery and with proper rest and rehab, you will be able to play games and function normally after some time.

The operation will consist of cutting open your ankle, getting the torn or broken liagents, getting them sticthed up together.

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fuck shit.

i'm shit scared.

sounds awfully painful.

whiles its already painful.

i hope the doctor was not scaring me.

i cant take this kind of stress.

first a fracture, now this kinda thing.

its driving me mad.

but still. i'll walk as far as i can just to see you.

its that time of the week again....


1 hour to book in. very sad. depressed.

oh no = [

i'm going outfield again this week. out of 5 days, 4 days in jungle.

argh. i dont mind it. but not so freaking often lar!

as i was telling luwin.

"
last week outfield liao, this week out field again. next 2 weeks outfield again. before i know it. brunei here i come.. -_- "


many of you would say that going brunei would be fun.
well my serg already told me.
brunei got 3 Ms
Mountain. Mud. Mosquitoes.

woot!


argh.
just venting. dont mind me.