today is my granny's birthday!

same day as my lunar calender bday!
yes. the cheena in me turns 21 today.
yup. 21. cheena calender add one to ang moh calender.



tonight dinner.
where?
PS.
Fish Market.
Later i go recce. if i dont like the place, maybe go fish and co.
look i dont really like to eat fishes but thats not the point.
if nice place can do.

see how.

ok. i want to eat macdonalds for lunch.
i dont know why, but i want too.
then, i want go shopping.
then i want go knn.
then i want go ccb.
then i want go farkyoubad bad
then i wonder why i telling you all all these.


hahaha.

ok. in a rare good mood today.
blog again soon.
bye bye.

Heh.

watched one of the classic football finals in modern time.

liverpool pulls thru after a pulsating 3-3 draw.

penalty shootout.

exciting shit.

ok, wanna go play winning 11 with the guys already.

blog again soon.

ciao.

Good Mawning!

everyone good mawning!

this mawning's weather is oh so fucking wet.

and I am sick.

freezing.

Coughing.
Sneezing.
Mindblowing.

Panadol and coffee dont work anymore.
Later i go try panadol with plain water. Maybe will work.

Its 742am now. my house empty.
parents out to work.
Siblings out to school.
My neighbours hate me.
They want to sleep in the good weather.
But I'm determined to wake them up.

Playing my ledzep songs.
Burned the best of ledzep album.

its good.. all good.

ledzep, old skooooooooooool.

My new hp looks gay. its faggish.
but it has a whopping 22o hr standby and 6 hr talk time battery life.
very good.
but again. its gay and faggish.

Whats on today?
nothing. I have nothing to do today.
Stay home recover.
yes, that I shall do.

Tonight. Liverpool Vs Ac Milan.
Champs league final.
Maybe I'll place a wager.
Tonight support Liverpool.
You'll never walk alone.



dear friends, anyone who reads my blog should take it with a pinch of salt.
No one should be freaked out by the things that I write.
cause most of the time, Ima not very smart when i doodle on this blog.
so just take what I say as rantings of a mad china man.
and eveyr will be alright.
its good.....all good. aight?



ok. a new spanish word for anyone who is interested.
bastard.
in spanish.
is
Cabron.


alright, now go unleash the new swear word on anyone of anything from your parents to the neighbour's dog. go go go.

as for me, I think i'll go disturb anyone who i see is online.

and oh yea.

i found a blog which is damn cool.
i just love it.

all blogs should follow it.

click here

hmm.

in 10 days time.

me sitting infront of my com.
at 5am.
bobbing to tunes on podie and my big ass headphones.
will not be possible.

in 10 days time, i will be awake. brushing my fucking teeth.
getting ready for life in the army.




well well well.
so be it.

I need a pacemaker.

Greenday. Dearly Beloved.

Dearly beloved are you listening?
I can't remember a word that you were saying
Are we demented or am I disturbed?
The space that's in between insane and insecure
Oh therapy, can you please fill the void?
Am I retarded or am I just overjoyed
Nobody's perfect and I stand accused
For lack of a better word, and that's my best excuse





poo.
siao liao lar.
hong kan lar.
die liao.

difficult leh how?

must buy.
must think.
must write.
must take bus.
must take train.
must walk.
must take elevator.
must count.
must put down.
must press doorbell.
must run.

difficult leh how?

-_-'

bittersweet migraine in my head.
this sensation is overwhelming.
So give me novacain.

argh.

10 days. 10 days. 10 days.


I want for my birthday.
for use in the army.
a black casio g shock.
it has to tell the time.
it has to be able to tell the time in the night.
it has to be ugly.

No one wants to steal an ugly watch.



tmr. I am going to get a lousy handphone for use in the army.
no one wants an zero dollar phone.
i hope.

Going to buy 3 locks.
1 for home.
2 for life in the barracks.

I wanted to get a fingerprint and retina scan security system for my room, but my wallet says that i only have slighty more than 100 bucks left to my name. Which is hardly enuff to buy a bolt and a nut for the system.
So will have to settle for the old fashion lock and chain.
sucks ass to me be huh.

What the fuck is "[Shhhhhh-] Enlisment date ... ....>..."
fucking retarded.
it looks like [Eddddddd-]
i think some moron is trying to rip ed's msn nick off.
just guess.... it aint hard.
its the only guy that know hows to dress in law after "ed-wing"
woah. no shit sherlocks. and I am mickey mouse.
and barney.
and donald duck.
and obi wan kenobi.
and harry.
and the list goes on.




People, sometime next week, lets all go for dinner.
Last dinner as which I will be a civilian.
even ed will be there. which will is rare. haha.
ALL YOU READING. YES. YOU.
NEXT WEEK BETTER BE THERE.
IF NOT I CHOP HEAD.

ok. maybe not all reading....
ah shit, you people know who you are.
but if i nvr call you , means i dont like you.


ok.
maybe not dont like you per se.
just that not like you enough.

argh, what the fuck am i saying, you get my drift.



ok. need to go hit the sack.
got to wake up slighty early.
for Mesheon Belled-n-Ran.

gulp.
die.

sometimes, i think. i dont like.

I dont share.

I dont give.

I dont share well.

I dont give well.

I hate sharing.

I hate giving.


I get jealous.

I get so fucking jealous.

but I cant do anything about it.

I get so fucking jealous it hurts.

I never thought I could be so jealous. Its so foreign. Its so ugly.



I love.

I love so bad, so intensly

I love so much that it hurts.

I love so much that I dont.

I love so much till I cant.