as long as you love me.

woot. click above.
made me smile like an imbecile 3 mins ago.
if it takes awhile, its gonna still be worth it.

i miss you. badly.

i am waiting for jessie. she take damn long.
*shake head.

ok. ima listening to bohemian rhapsody.
but i cant decide which version to listen too.
so i listen to 4 versions.

Original by Queen.
Cover by Iron Maiden and some lady with HUGE LUNGS.
cover by GnR's Axl Rose with the left over members of queen after Freddy Mercury died of AIDS.
and erm. American Idol Contestant Constantine's version.



all i like. but the AMI one abit underweight. not power enuff. somemore damn short.
i dunno what he singing ah. but his voice quite pro.
but wanna fight with axl and bruce still difficult lar. he tak metal. abit plastic.


okok. i got to go. blog later. ciao ppl.

I didnt know you smoked.
erm. well, yea, I do.
can you erm, please... *ciggy throwing movement.
erm. ok. *throws ciggy away.


today was a pain. stayed at home.
suppose to have dinner...
jia pei didnt call.
jessie didnt call.

so i called. apparantly dinner plans was off.
decided to hand over to grandma's place.
she is starting to whine that I dont see her enuff/ calling me but me not picking up etc etc.
guilty conscience bought me to her place.
I dont find her a pain mind you.
just that sometimes, she likes to tell my relatives about my shortcomings as her eldest grandson. and ima bit tired of the digs that they give me. urgh.

the folks played mahjong. I watched teevee.
while being severly irritated by my cousins.
having fever and having cousins who think you having fever is a joke is no joke.

jessie, i thought supper? call you never pick up.... *crossed.
I was very very very bored.
came back...
mucked around. surf the net. watch more teevee. football to be exact.

roma vs reggina.
and i wonder what the fuss about flares were about.
my beloved was fined heavily (heavist in uefa history in fact) and have to play 6 european games away from the san siro.
my thoughts on it?
absolute bull fuck.


well anyway, even my brother has marooned me.
went off to join his mates for late night pool and supper.

so Ima alone.
I'm so ronery
so ronery
feel like a bird in a cage
its kinda scary, but not reary,
feeling my body with rage..


330am....hungry. had dinner at 7. do the math.
decided to go for supper alone.
called lu. probably asleep. so nevermind, not really in the mood for company in anycase.

walked over to the coffeeshop. its a 7 min walk.
podie was playing Hotel California By the Eagles. Live. From the album Hell freezes over.


sat at the furthest table away from the crowd.
shortly, a couple walked pass.
for some reason, they decided to plonk their ass down on the table opposite me.
and for fuck I wonder, did they have to face me when they sat down.
so imagine me, them, opposite me, looking at me, while ima staring at them.
like what the fuck is their fucking problem at near 4am in the morning.
cant a guy eat his mee goreng and drink his coke as he fucking pleases?

argh. irritating. i think they were like taunting me. early 20s probably.
I think, inside the guy's head he was like " hey, altho ima a loser, after this supper, i gonna have a warm body beside me. and you dont!"

the girl was probably thinking "ooh look, ima so pretty. my guy is so hunky altho he has a small dick."

and the girl was not pretty. spyed at her from the corner of my eye. she had a piece of chicken bone sticking out of her mouth at one time. and she speaks with her mouth full.
I'm convinced that anyone who talks with their mouth full should be sent to jail. it should be a criminal offence to speak with your mouth full of food.

fuck em. I hope they the girl gets pregnant and its not his baby.


I was smoking my ciggarette.
thought of something I read a few days back.
10% of smokers will be struck with lung cancer.

me.
jessie.
spencer.
josh.
johan.
joanne.
mx.
muizz.
nicholas
adnan.

thats 10 smokers that i can think of in a snap.
out of all of us,
1 of us gonna get lung cancer.
thats pretty bad.
erm...
well, i dont know what else to say.



lets hope I'll have something to do later.
if not, i might seriously get more sick than i already am.
blog again soon.
ciao.