Eddie boy was always a good boy. Good friend, good boyfriend. But we wonder why things like this have to happend on his birthday. 23rd July 2004. Be relieved if your birthday is over. If not, be afraid. Be very afraid.

as told below.
thru the lenses of Lucifer Nutter.


first. a bday cake.


eating cake. awwwww ed and wen awwwwwwwwwww


why smiling? oh, they saw a friend.


oh, its just daniel of the leong variety with his posse of punksters. but why is wen ting smiling?! Does she have something planned up her sleeve? 


before ed knows it....eggs, flour and condensed milk. ouch. By, Nick, Zul and Me! But wen ting spoils the fun. why clean ed up?!?!?! we like a messy and stinking like a sewer eddieboy.


But then, all is well again and our bday boy and his girl friend show off their pearly whites.

  

 

had great fun today. Ed's birthday.
Happy birthday ed!
should have seen his face when his GF suddenly turned up (she had SIP)..ahaha, ed's face went red. red i tell you.

Planned by wen ting, shawn and me. haha. together wif nick, daniel, fabian, adnan and zul! Pussy tagged along. no one invited him and he wasnt welcomed..but he came anyway.

 
Punked ed in the resevior. But we were humane.. I mean..i didnt use all my condensed milk and shawn brought clothes and even bought NEW UNDERWEAR for ed...sheesh..

But I must say, ed was really sporting.

lets do a master card.

Eggs ----------------------->50 cents.
cake ----------------------->25 bucks
condense milke------------->90 cents
Flour-----------------------> 1 bucks.

receving an sms from a friend " Hey bro, thanks for everything man. Though I'm smelly and dirty now. I think it was worth it knowin you guys planned it."

Priceless.

Foreverything else, you have mastercard.

For the rest of the photos, click HERE. Click on eddieboyowned.
for this, you dont need a mastercard. Its FOC. On me.

I was eating a slice of Chocolate Ice Cream Cake.
 
it was so damn good.
 
10 reasons why I should choose a Chocolate cake over girls.
 
 
1) It taste good. not that girls taste bad. But I'm quite sure cake taste better
 
2) It does not talk back or argue with you when you want to take 1 more bite.
 
3) Its cheaper. More economically friendly. agrees with my wallet.
 
4) It isnt and will never be attached, married or screwed by another person.
 
5) No such thing as PMS.
 
6) Its very easy to get. You dont have to woo a cake. You just go to the shops to get one.
 
7) I dont need to nag at it. vice versa
 
8) Whenever I miss it, I can just go to the shops to get it. I dont have to think whether to call or sms or whatever shite.
 
9) I dont have to do anything for it. I dont have to care for it. I just have to eat it. Very willingly too.
 
10) It makes me happy. Or rather, more importantly, it wont make me unhappy.
 
 
 
 
haha. Choc cake it is. 1 more slice please.

 

 
but b4 I go. One song. Slide. By Goo Goo Dolls.

Could you whisper in my ear
The things you wanna feel
I'll give you anything
To feel it comin'

Do you wake up on your own
And wonder where you are
You live with all your faults

Chorus:
I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide

Yeah we're gonna let it slide

Don't you love the life you killed
The priest is on the phone
Your father hit the wall
Your ma disowned you

Don't suppose I'll ever know
What it means to be a man
If there's something I can't change
I'll live around it

Chorus

And I'll do anything you ever
Dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothing that fall
Oh May, put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
Oh May, do you wanna get married
Or run away

And I'll do anything you ever
Dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothing that fall
Oh May, put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
Oh May do you wanna get married
Or run away

Chorus

And I'll do anything you ever
Dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothing that fall

And I'll do anything you ever
Dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothing that fall

Oh May, why dont you slide in to my room
just slide into my room
and we'll run away run away

 

 

 

haha. nice song.

I do anything you ever, dreamed to be complete.

What you feel is what you are and what you are is beautiful

Yeah, We're gonna let it slide.

He was on the bus back home...around 9?
 
He was thinking about something that happened during the day.
 
He didnt really know what to do.
 
On one hand, he wanted to fuck care and just ignore. But on the other hand, he felt that he needed to do something about it. After all, its been what he have been doing for the past few months.
 
So he asked his friend who was sitting beside him. He said " go ahead. If you want. Its either you dont give a damn now, or you just maintain what you have been doing"
 
and so he decided, it was no big deal. Just a matter or hitting a few keys and sending it out.
 
and so he did.
 
The normal exchanges took place. How are you? Are you ok? So how is things? Those kinda thing.
 
But he made one mistake.
 
He betrayed his own worries.
 
because of that,
 
He then sounded like a nagging mother.
 
Then he received one reply.
 
He was not sure what it meant. But even over a far distance, he thought he could still detect the curtness in the message. It had a sort of final ring to it or so to speak.
 
It shooked him. So he decided that he would reply just 1 last time. As a sort of damage control he supposed. So he just typed something blindly into the phone, and sent it out.
 
He waited. There was no reply. He wasnt surprised.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
I must admit, I was too self centered. Never really thought about what the other person will and would think about and feel. I do understand that when you treat others like children, they would get very annoyed. But yet....it was really what I wanted to say.
 
So i said it. On hindsight, I realised that I never thought about it( the other person's feeling)
 
Thats what you get when you dont think.
 
 
I am sorry. I know that I have annoyed you. My bad.  Will not do it again.
 
to this person as well
P.S The blog entry that I deleted. My bad as well. Apologies.