Saturday, September 30, 2006

Its not always 'goodbye', with special people, its always just a 'see you later'.

Food for thought.



You know the song by cold play called Fix you?

well i say.


Piss you.



























for the girls reading this.
This is how urinals look like.
if you have seen them before, i take it that you have been to the boy's room before.
naugthy.



we watched Imagine Me & You today.

its suppose to be a lesbian flick
and yes, it has lesbians in it.

but i wouldnt recommend it.
its just a feel good love show.
nothing much to it.

best part was just a drunk old man doing da disco.


boring boring.

catch miami vice tho. its not bad.
but i say this again.
Best movie this year is Lucky Number Slevin.



If you are bored.











This on the other hand is really fun.
Did this on a boring afternoon.
www.warninglabelgenerator.com
Goodshit.




Its good to play together.
Video Games. Xbox360. Live Compliant. Currently playing : Chrome Hounds.

Why do I spend a few hours each day peering at my tv screen playing the xbox 360?

simple.

Because its bloody good fun.
and it doesnt cost me anything..
well......almost....

well...erm...

ok.
no.
they cost me alot of money.
but still. its good fun and value for money.

Everynight, I'll turn on the xbox knowing that I'll have friends waiting for me to have a great time.
and these friends are people who share a passion for video games.
Essentially, its always fun to do things with people who love the things that is being done.

everynight, its a fun way to spend time for me.
everyone talks funny when playing games.

"oh sheet oh sheet! whoami! faster come help me!"
"take that! take that!"
"die die die. aiyoh knn i die liao"
"oh fuck, im down."
"raffles! contacted! Enemy spotted at E7!"
"eh kingkangkong, knn, you kill steal! thats my frag!"
"eh cb camper!"
"beddy, fuck you lar beddy"
"GO GO GO!"
"eh where you all? I lost!" (female gamers always seem to say this.)
"eh evil hound! you shoot me for what?!?!?!?!"
"oh. pai seh pai seh.."
"sniper. fuck i hate snipers....."
"EH YOU PUSSIFIED TWEEETY BIRD!"
"puuuukkkkkkkkkkkiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii"
"buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutttttooooooooooooooooooooo"
"oh you chose the wrong pussy to fuck today mano.."
"eh. i scared leh."
"oh nabeh. fall down again"
"sheet sheet sheet. i dying soon"
"narbay chao turtle..."
"eh i newb i newb dont shoot me k." (usually newbies die first. its the way things go. Amatures drink veteran piss.)
"EH DEY! HELP ME DEY! HELP ME!"


so you see, hearing how people talk online is already extremely entertaining.

the best parts is when the americans go
"fuck its laggy because we have people from china. fuck off you chinese fuckers"
and thats cue for us to hitback.
and trust me.
that aint pretty.
girls swearing like seasoned pros.
oooh.
you got to hear it to believe it.


More on the nice people.
These friends of mine are serious gamers.
They have no qualms spending 600 bucks on a console.
70 dollars for every game.
88 dollars a year for xboxlive service
100 bucks a month for hi speed internet connection.
3k on a HD tv.
and another couple hundreds more for a sound system.
We are talking about guys who pay 200 dollars and above for CABLES.
yes, 200 dollars for a pair of cables.

trust me.
there is no more "dad i want that playstation."
with us. its more off.
"Im off to the shop to get a xbox."
done and dusted.



but i digress....

Why is it fun to play with them?
Firstly, gaming is not just for geeks anymore.
its a means of reliveing stress.
These people i play with are generally aged over 30 years old.
Some even on the wrong side of 40.
infact, Im one of the youngest in the gang at 21.
only 3 guys are younger than me.
And we are talking about a demograhpy of around 20 people every night.
all singaporeans, all normal singaporeans who have familes and jobs in the day.

its fun when we chit chat in between games.
Bitching about work, money, wives, gfs and being single.
its fun when we trash talk and spew hokkien vulgarities at the americans who are rude and unfriendly.

The jappos are alright. But we wouldnt know.
Why?
cause we dont speak japanese?

The taiwanese are piss.
lousy as shit.


sometimes there are gatherings where we go out as a whole big group.
and im talking around 30 people here.
People of all ages and from all walks of life.
People who have been there and done that.
Ranging from the very rich to the very poor.
well ok, not very poor. just not as rich.
you get my drift?

or rather.
From people who take the bus and to people who drive the merc.
Talking to them once in awhile is refreshing to me.
At least, there is one common topic in which we can talk about and not feel left out.
From students to big wig executives in companys like Shell.
Its a weird combination granted.
But its all cool. all cool.


of cos, its not always that we meet nice people.
We meet shitty people too.
people who ego's are so fucking huge it needs to reside on mars and people who have such big dicks stuffed in their asses that they should see a shrink.
But by and large, the xbox frantenity is a friendly one and one which i feel at ease with.
well, most times.
Im after all really young compared to them.


I like gaming.
I like it enough to lose sleep because of it.
I like it as its ever changing.
Its never boring.
There is always new games to try out.
but as i said.
The best part to it is that i can play with others.
its good to play together.

If its not.

please explain to me what you were doing all those times when you were playing something with friends.
its more than the game, its the human interaction.

Video games, potentially can bring people together.
I enjoy as much as playing my psp to letting my friends have a go on em.
jessie, hans, spence all used to play my psp when i still had it.
(what happened to me psp is another story. I've gotten rid of it due to reasons only privy to myself.)

well, i actually have more to say.
But im quite tired.
So I'll stop now.
Blog again soon.
Ciao.

Monday, September 25, 2006

skin change.

archives is up. like how you guys wanted it.
just below the tagboard bitchyas.

Now you can relive all my pervious cockenadan postings like you all requested.

tell me how you guys like this skin.

I quite like it.
but who knows, I may change it again tomorro.

time to go.
ciao.

Sunday, September 24, 2006

the future.....

People frequently ask me if i have plans for the future.

I'm really looking to the future if you ask me.

I have plans.

Lots of plans and goals which i want to achieve.

I have alot of ideas which I believe can be developed further.
The chinese side of me has really come out during this few months of sick leave.
It seems as thought for once, i have direction and plans.

I have been giving my future alot of thoughts and now it seems that the future is brighter and better than it ever seemed.

As I said, i firmly believe in my directions and goals.
As for my ideals, im convinced that they will work out for the better.
All I have to do is to grit my teeth and go ahead with them.

For the immediate future, I will just tolerate the last few months of NS before i start my journey to 'greatness'

The first step for me would be education for myself. I feel that university is something that I need and want. Its a means and a tool towards my future wants and needs and Im fully focused to what i want to achieve when I go to university. I know what i want and i know how long its going to take me. All I need now is to go thru with what I have in plans to make them work.

After furthering my education. I will get a job. But I'll also get started on my ideas. Truth to be told, i've already set the wheels rolling on some of my ideas. i would like everything to be prim, proper and ready for me once I'm done with my education.

I for one truly believe that one must hit the ground running. No point dilly and dallying on what to do. One must already know clearly in his head before he even comes to that junction of doing what he set out to do.

I already know what Im going to do.

When I think of this things, call me a crazed man or an over optimistic chap or an overly ambitious chap,

but a ferrari at 30 doesnt seem so far away after all.

I know what I want.
I know i want it badly.
I know I will get it.
in time.


for now,
Do not doubt me. For even if I fail, it is nothing to you but perhaps some mockery and petty fun on your part.

But if i suceed, you shall know by that time of the things that i am capable of.