Saturday, March 06, 2004

I pay tribute. To, Nike Air Zooms. Total 90.

Crazy about em....sheesh.

Anyway...its an saturday afternoon...I feel damn sluggish. But good. hahahahahhaa

Played soccer in the morning at GYSS, it was a good session. Came back, had lunch, and laughed at the TV with moley..

Contemplating on what to do for the rest of the day.

William Hung

He cant sing, he cant dance. Why has so many people has so much things to say about him? AND if he does become an entainer or something, it WILL become the surprise of the century.

I thought that he represented the epitome of asian modesty and the such...but then...its becoming a farce. Really.. I mean, look at the guy, he is a smart university guy, who goes and humiliates himself. I think he gave his best and that he really meant what he said, but the problem is that he has allowed himself to be 'marketed'. Those american dudes, because he is asian and because he sings and dances weird, has taken the perfect oppotunity to pump up ratings. His clip is the advert for the show and he has set the bench mark for the lowest talent...if any.

No, I am not dissing him, i just find it werid that someone so low on talent, looks( subjective) and charisma can become an entertainer( he is on his way). My gut feeling is that he is being exploited. Those american dudes...all out to exploit him. But the weird part is, and hear this, the best part is that he is ALLOWING himself to be marketed.

That stupid guy, he say he has no regrets and shit, he is crazy. He has signed an music offer, agreed to be re-appear on american idol to sing again. All for what? For people to laugh at him and for him to make a shit load of money. All this after people saying he left the show with DIGINITY.

May I ask, in wat way does doing the above mentioned things signify his dignity? More like proves his lack of it. A good comedian( and he is supposedly a singer) makes the audience laugh WITH HIM. A bad one makes people laugh AT HIM.

Now tell me, were you laughing at him when you saw the clip? cause i think you all, cause for the hell of me, i cant see myself laughing WITH a guy who is trying to enter a singing compeition.

This dignity thing, if he has seen the clip, saw how bad he was, heard the jokes made about him, saw the bad renditions of his audition and the such, he would dig a hole in the ground and hide in there.

I dont know what to make of this dude, I like him for the way he says he has tried his best and he has no regrets, but i loathe the way he is allowing himself to be made a fool off. To me, thats way low. Laughing at yourself is fine( i do that all the time) but MAKING people laugh at you is NOT fine. Its such a disgrace. AND he is doing it on purpose.

I dont know to feel sorry for the guy or to feel that he deserves all the dissing he gets.

But who am I to judge on his character and things so intagible like dignity? hmm, perhaps he really is like the personality on TV, naive, courteous.... But we will never know.


Alright, think its time to stop talking about this guy. Adios people!

Today, I thank god( and i dont know which one) that I am not him.







I think, I hope, that she is dead in my dreams.

Tuesday, March 02, 2004

Photos, Photos and more photos.

No SLR pics....Digi cam pics...
I think they are good tho..check them out.

If I aint in the picture, I am most likely behind the camera. Hope you all like it. Really like some of the shots, espcially sunrise pictures...enjoy ppl.

I strongly recommend you all view via slide show, i took some time to come out with descriptions, please dont let my effort go to waste =)
Click HERE.....

Will upload pictures of what happened on valentines day soon..stay tune. Not very good pics I must admit...conditions were abit harsh..i was abit blur as well...forgot certain settings....


Ok...today..I am gonna talk about my dog...kinda miss it. Gave it away 4 years ago.

German shepard bitch. Her name was Joyce, she was a bitch to take care off, but it was worth it.

A dog named Joyce,
life story I will tell.
Bought her home,
from a pet shop,
was a pup, but was like a cub.

Grew steadily did she,
into something fast and strong.
So fast she grew,
but we thought it was kinda cool.

Companion she was,
guard duty she did.
Perky eyes and glowing eyes,
she kept us safe at night.

Once upon a dog time,
she almost bit off the head of a sch boy,
who tried to retrieve his football,
which flew into the yard.

Scared the hell out of him she did,
St Gabriel's legend she became.
Huge dog, crazy dog, siao kao, rabib animal and all.
Those school boys were really anthralled

When she wanted, she would be all good and quiet,
when she bitched, you wanted to throw her out.
But we never did, cause she always listened.

2 years she was with us, time to leave it was.
My new home was never big enough ,neither was my will.
Parents said she had to go, and I had to let go.

Helping hands did she go too,
drug addicts she was taught to help,
thought it was kinda cool. But nothing else I could do.
Nod my head and follow her there, to return alone and leave her there.

Never seen her again, could not leave her there again.
Never been there back again, cause the fascination would start all again.

Heard from me parents, that found a companion she did.
A magnificent Male German shepard, had joined her by her feet.
7 puppies were the result, all healthy live and strong,
thinking back, if she were not to leave, would she had lived the way she did.

People she would help,
People would care for her,
huge field for her to run, another dog for her to fool.
A family she did create, much joy did she bring.
Her life's a charmed one, please agree with me,
for that is the only way, could I let her live the dog's way.



Hahah, abit long...but then..it was a magnificent animal.
ok, enuff of this, I need to go now, 9am lessons..wat a pain.

Hope you all liked the photos and the write up of my dog...Goodnight everybody.

Monday, March 01, 2004

Who needs phuket?!?!?!?!?!

If anyone is to disagree with me, that person obviously had not spent the night at East Coast Park and welcome the morning there before.

Its awesome. Picture perfect. Too bad I didnt bring my stuff, if not i would have jumped into the early morning waters with Mu'izz and adnan, me and erfen just went down to the beach and not into it.......But then, i did the next best thing..i took photos! hahaa, shit load of em..uploading them soon.

Spent the night there, talked and played silly games like Fortune. We had a potluck actually, then the respective responsible boy friends took their better halfs back, me luwin and lingster stood guard duty till they came back. Me and ling took this oppotunity to get some good stuff(since the muslims were all acompanying girl friends)......Corona by the sea, nothing much can beat that I guess.......

Talked....played fortune....debated on movies.....had supper.....Superb Macaroni prepared by erfen's mum....2 packs of crisp and 2 bottles of flavoured water.....and countless ciggarettes for the smokers.... It was slackers paradise....I loved it.

Morning came...the day broke around 7am.....the view was fantastic....beach was perfect...it was clean!
The 2 kids splashed around, while me and fn just stone there in the morning air....

Then we headed to macdonalds for breakfast....bad move....whole families were there....Dads who just woke up accompanied by screaming kids is not a recommended sunday morning activity. Beside our table was this family with this utterly irritating brat who kept screaming...the mum just pacified him and stuff.....god, he was really irritating. His sibling was cute tho....I think the younger sibling had better sense then to make a fool of himself in public.

We all went home at 10am..stoned..Light headed with fuzzy vision..

Beach was good. Gave me time to think. Clarity to think. The perfect environment to tackle prickly issues. Came away from it with less worries and thoughts as compared to yesterday.

Yea, I think I better go....have an 8am class in the morning... sucks if you ask me...Linda tan early in the morning....not my recommended way of tackling monday blues....but...wat the hell....half way thru already and I'm not late once...gotta keep it up....

Today is OLD SCHOOL....today's recommendation is Still Loving You by Scorpions. Give it a try, you might surprise yourself.

Time, it needs time
To win back your love again
I will be there, I will be there ...
Love, only love
Can bring back your love someday
I will be there, I will be there ...

Fight, baby I fight
To win back your love again
I will be there, I will be there ...
Love, only love
Can break down the walls someday
I will be there, I will be there
.

If we'd go again all the way from the start
I would try to change things that killed our love
Your pride has built the wall so strong that I can't get through!
Is there really no chance to start once again?
I'm loving you


Try, baby try
To trust in my love again
I will be there, I will be there ...
Love our love
Just shouldn't be thrown away
I will be there, I will be there ...

If we'd go again all the way from the start
I would try to change things that killed our love
Your pride has built the wall so strong that I can't get through!
Is there really no chance to start once again?

If we'd go again all the way from the start
I would try to change things that killed our love
Yes I hurt your pride and I know what you been through
You should give me a chance, this can't be the end

I'm still loving you ...
I'm still loving you ...
I'm still loving you ...
I'm still loving you ...


Still Loving You Baby








Someone told me. 'If electricity came from electrons, does morality come from morons?'
I could only smile =)