The few. The proud. The bitter.

"He was always there to help her, she always belonged to someone else."

I was telling him, that she aint worth shit. But he would not listen. Well, its his life, not mine.

If he wants to be unhappy, its his own problem. If he cant get over it, its his funeral.

If its his funeral, no one would attend that funeral.

You want to be in a fucking parade? with 4 white horses pulling a wagon and yourself in a casket?

quote-:
"when it comes to matters of the heart, we always seem to be able to advise, we always know what to say when it comes to our friends but when the matter involves you, you just cant seem to help yourself."


"Her mind is tiffany-twisted, she got the mercedes benze. She got a lot of pretty, pretty boys, that she calls friends."

"We are all just prisoners here of our own device."

Its maddness. Its truly madness. He does not know where he stands now. Whether its outside the door , looking through the window or on that bus out of here.

"I dont mind standing everyday, out in your corner in the pouring rain."

Well, actually he does mind. Remember the Mario Winan song?
"Last time you invest in me ,Cuz if not then its best you leave"


Its maddness. Truly maddness. Its like being devoid of intelligince. Its beyond stupid. Its like being andrew chia and that mofo in school all rolled into one.

But why is he still here? Cant he think for himself for 1 fucken time? ok, maybe not once, twice.
Why? perhaps->

"Baby there's something about you that, I can hold on to ,I'm going to hold on to that."

But no, he is dead afraid of her.

"I know it's easier to walk away than look it in the eye."

But in a perverted way as is the normal way in this perverted world, all he wants is?

"All I want, is someone I cant resist"

and its only gonna end up in 1 possible way. Soothsayer I dont claim to be, but its painfully obvious yea?

"I was cryin' when I met you. Now I'm tryin to forget you"

His acting like he is 65 when he is only 18 and a life.

"Your crime is time and it's 18 and life to go"

and I wonder how he can take it.

"We're not gonna take it! NO! We aint gonna take it!"

haha, its funny how much a loser he can get.

"Comin' down the world turned over And angels fall without you there."

He hoped to get over all these, thus he listens to Guns And Roses.

"I used to love her, But I had to kill her. She meant so much, she drove me nuts and now I'm happier this way."

hahaha. I long told him that she was poison.

"I wanna love you, but I better not touch. I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop. I wanna kiss you, but I want it too much. I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous poison. You're poison running through my veins You're poison. I don't wanna break these chains. "


haiz, he says he has heard enough. He says that he knows he is being stupid but he cant help it. Hopefully he can grow out of it. I'm not totally convinced. He is too barmy and mad and not to mention stupid to think. Ask him to open a beer can still can, ask him to screw a lightbulb on he still can manage, ask him to think? you are really asking too much.

Aight. Gotta go. Ciao people. See you guys around. Good luck for the exams.



























oh yea, did I ever mention before that I am mildy schizoprenic?

Its bollocks.

It really is.

Go figure, your exam is on monday.

Its a friday. What do you do? Do you study?
No. You go to work.

Do you go home after work at 11 to go study?
No. You go catch a midnight movie.

Do you go home after the midnight movie?
No, you watch another movie because since the ticket is gonna cost 14 bucks for 2 which is the same price for the cab home. Might as well watch it and catch the first train.

Do you go to bed after you reach home?
No. You surf the net and blog.


Do you know that its mad to do that?
No. I think its perfectly normal. Anyway, I had a goodtime.

Do you know that its bollocks?
Yes I know. Its really bollocks.





















But you know whats really bollocks?
Me waiting for shit to happen when it obciously wont happen.