Somethings wrong, shut the light, heavy thoughts tonight.



thats sports photography for you. Kily shoots, helveg slides.
awesome shot. Courtesy of Inter.it


Good luck to my NYP friends who are having exams. Good luck, but then , why dont you go create your own luck?

alright, just a filler tonight. Gotta head to mu-mu's house to watch hw chelsea is gonna crash out of the champs league. Gonna bring tons of tissue for muizz cause he will need it if chelsea crahes out. Me? I dont cry when Inter loses, I just roll around on the floor....and mop.... Pocket and fn-shredder will be there too! yay!
*shit, I sound like some excitable school girl going to some pyjama party.

No song tonight....as letssingit is very laggy tonight.










Not saying you dont, but did you know what I was talking/thinking about in the first place.
But then, on retrospect,
Lost? You're not the only one.

Part1 -> call 1900-912-0903

call and vote for contestant number 10.

Its my mum's idea of a joke. She sent in one photo of my grandma when she was 20 years old to the xin min newspaper. For a competition looking " Most stylish Grandma" . Its on page 11 of sunday's paper.
I suppose its a kind of a paegent or something. My grandma is suppose to go to IMM for some kinda paegent on sunday...werid shit i tell you. Why my mum entered her, I have no idea. must be my physcotic mum.

whatever it is, my grandma is so excited that she is hopping like a energizer bunny( no mean trick when you are 72). She's calling her friends and mahjong khakis and whatever.

So , being the fillial grandson I am, I would try to garner her some support.( and votes)
each calls cost 20 cents.
But the problem is its in chinese.....so those who cant speak chinese cant understand.
But its easy lar, when you call, let them talk shit
then after the first pause, u press 10 followed by a hex.
after the cheena voice rumbles again , there will be a pause, then u enter ur IC followed by a hex.
after the cheena voice talk again, you enter your tele number and press hex.

easy enuff right?
Please call and support. Cause I want her to win.....

Setting an exemplemenry example is HGF, he has called and voted a mind blowing 10 times!! Thanks for the support.
Everycall helps! remember, contestant number 10!!! DIX DIX DIX DIX.

Closing on wednesday...not much time left...so call.1900-912-0903 Please call!





part 2--> Its a zoo out there.

erm, that day, went for supper with peri head, chimp and daniel of the leong variety..
we went to newton and stuff. but thats not the interesting part, apart from edwin being late for 2 hours.
and not to gloss over the fact that shawn panic after we all sat in the car and drove off without him. As in, he really panic at 4am at the newton hawker center...funny i tell you.

But nvm, we were bored. We wanted to shoot some pool at first, but there was no 24 hr pool place which we knew off, so we thougt, hell, lets just go for a car ride....

But then...some idiot propose we go 'rounding'

for the uninitated, rounding is to head to the red light district and check prices...ahem, i guess i dont need to go further?

Well, anyway, we drove there ( hey, dont look at me, it was not my idea and i was not driving. *points to ed*) AND, we went watching.
its abit like watching animals in the zoo. In the safety of the car.
bloody disgusting.
we got chased by a dog while in the car. Scared the shit out of shawn.
there were like pimps all over the place......
bapoks running amok
chinese bapok, malay bapok, indian bapok, thai bapok ...the works....
prostitutes....all over the place....wearing obscenely little clothes.
ed driving into a dead end...with a haunted house at the end....
Felt like puking. Shawn wanted to stick his head out of the window and shout to the prostitutes( i dont know for what lar), but he didnt as he was afraid of all the pimps around....
freaking disgusting. but highly intriguing.

After awhile, i got sick and we all left.............wahahahhahahaha.
shit, we were that bored. But still, I have seen a side of geylang that I've not seen before. and I'm in no hurry to go back there late at night or early in the morning.

If thats something that even I do not want to do, its certainly safe for you to assume that you should not go there for your personal safety and health.

yea , tats about it, thinking bad, i think i feel sick already.
alright, good night everyone. remember to call and vote!

Tonights song, is kinda kiddish. I'll do anything. By Simple plan.

Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting

And I wrote this letter in my head
'Cuz so many things were left unsaid
but now you're gone
And I can't think straight

This could be the one last chance
To make you understand

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Somehow I can't put you in the past

I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
'Cuz I know I won't forget you

Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of droping out of school
And leave this place
to never come back

So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting

This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again

I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep I can't forget you
nanana (...)
And I'd do anything for you

I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
There's nothing I won't do
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
'Cuz I know I won't forget you






the song pretty much says it all.

I'm a dumb fuck.

shit.
No good.
haiz.
Shouldnt have done that.
very insensitive of me.
inspite of all her shit, I could still count her as my friend.
But fuck, wrong move by me.....
even tho she does not blame me ,
she wont trust me as much anymore.
this is no good.
Nothing ever seems to turn to gold for me.
All they do is turn into shit.

Our friendship is quite fragile.
Some one once told me, support is what she needed,
thus i should tolerate everything that she throws at me.
and give her all the support that I can.
after all, thats what friends are for.

Even tho I can put it on her lack of her humour and other stuff,
I cant lie to myself that there were things i should have stopped.
I should have taken more responsibitly over this matter.

What she said was right, no matter what I do now,
this matter will not be that easily resolved.
Its a matter of trust, once some of it is taken away,
it will never be returned.

Even tho I have apologised umpteen times, it still does not feel right.
at this point of time,
I'm just relieved that she can still forgive me.

I regret. very much so.
argh!




Song for supper? Main course would be When I look to the sky. Performed by Train.

When it rains it pours and opens doors
And floods the floors we thought would always keep us safe and dry
And in the midst of sailing ships we sink our lips into the ones we love
That have to say goodbye

And as I float along this ocean
I can feel you like a notion that won't seem to let me go

Cause when I look to the sky something tells me you're here with me
And you make everything alright
And when I feel like I'm lost something tells me you're here with me
And I can always find my way when you are here

And every word I didn't say that caught up in some busy day
And every dance on the kitchen floor we didn't dance before
And every sunset that we'll miss I'll wrap them all up in a kiss
And pick you up in all of this when I sail away

Whether I am up or down or in or out or just plane overhead
Instead it just feels like it is impossible to fly
But with you I can spread my wings
to see me over everything that life may send me
When I am hoping it won't pass me by

And when I feel like there is no one that will ever know me
there you are to show me









We need to talk. But I'm not ready to speak to you yet. Because I dont know what to say. Perhaps, you could tell me what you want me to say and I will say it. If it makes you happy.