NAH..................I'm just shitting you!!!!
This week, i really done some serious serious serious lepaking. Phew, but it was good. As always.
Monday was spent completing my secret mission. Only 3 persons know abt it. 2 girls and 1 guy. Played Pool with luwin and shawn.
Tuesday was like damn awesome, ordered pizza to makan under void deck. Stupid Pizza hut guy, at first say cannot deliver, then ask me if there was a funeral. I was like, what the hell??!? After makan ,went to sheesha with fn-shredder and Ling Yo! after Ling Yo! got his comics at bugis.... We sat on the sofa, sheesha(ed) and like drifted and drifted till we had to go home.
Wednesday, erm, went to NYP to pass Man Utd Jersey to HGF. Ate there, slacked there. Went to the library, went to the toliets, went to the canteens, saw lydia,went to the computer lab, then went to meet luwin to play pool at parkway later in the evening.
Thursday, lagi best, spent the morning rushing my project, rush to sch to hand up. Went to play soccer. Slack at the coffee shop after soccer with shawn, luwin, Ling Yo!, peri-head, Muizzcini and myself. Went home only at 11! Fancy that!
Today......................fwah, went to family tutorial without my tutorial, made a farce out of the tutorial. DOnt get me wrong, it was fun! tease Christina Lim and stuff, freaking good stuff.
Then went to makan KFC with Ling Yo! and Fn-Shredder. Then went for accounting tutorial which was another farce. But it was fun too. Made fun of dumb crooks. Morale of the story? ALWAYS STEAL LARGE AMOUNTS OF MONEY IF YOU WANT TO STEAL. AND AFTER YOU STEAL THE BOOTY, RUN LIKE THE WIND. RUN LIKE HELL. TO ZAMBABWE OR SOMETHING. MALI ALSO CAN. TUNISIA ALSO NO ONE CAN FIND YOU.
Then after that, complete some family research qns shit, then went to marina square. Ling Yo! had some errands to run. Then makan again, then headed to the war memorial to lepak. The place is awesome. I dont know how fn-shredder and Ling Yo! found this nirvana like place. wahahhaa. THen I went home at about 10, 11.
You know whats the amazing thing? I have a test on tuesday and friday, with a project due on the same friday and conveyancing completion on the next day which is saturday. And i haven started to do anything. Thus, today, saturday, I shall be heading down to school to get some preparation done. Pray for me. wahahahha!!!!
Whats the thing about valentine's day? what so special about 14th febraury? Today I heard Christian Lim said this
" Everyday should be Valentine's day."
Which one makes more sense? you all decide. I think the latter.
Oh yea, wanna give special thanks to Ling Yo!, aaron aaron the barren moron , shawn and el hadji drawf for helping me with my project by doing a short write up for me. Thanks aaron again for those splendid pictures. thanks people, appreciate it. I only manage to complete it in time and actually enjoy doing it with your help. Thanks lots ah!
OK, really beat. wanna go off now. Today's song shall be Between You and Me. Recomended to me by aaron. whaha. By Ataris. Quite a nice song.
Won't you come over?
You know that you want to.
How does it feel to know
I still want you?
Why do we always seem to want
what we can't have?
Lessons learned.
But then I listen to my heart,
And it says still run back for more.
I'm happy for you.
I'm sure that he really loves you.
But it breaks my heart,
To know I can't hold you.
(yeah)
It's just hard to think
I'll never get the chance
To say you're mine.
But every time you hear this song
You'll know you've made a mark
On my heart and my mind.
Saturday, February 14, 2004
Tuesday, February 10, 2004
Thru this darkness, I'm alive but I'm alone.
Gonna talk about friday night/ saturday morning.
Best weekend since the year started. Activities wise at least. Went out for dinner at Islamic, headed for sheesha. Then went to airport to meet adnan. Spent the night at the airport, munching on spinelli stuff. Getting and giving lugguage trolley rides. Talked about all kind of stuff. 4 Horseman, namely Death, Pestilence, War and Famine. Discussed the Exorcist. Talked about religion. Talked about the Shari master shah, talked about football. Customary freaking ghost stories. Dished dirt on law inc. Dished more dirt on law inc. Generally it was great fun. Only got back at 930 am the next day.
Sunday went to Body World. Bloody brilliant, if not alittle disturbing. I highly recommend it. Its worth the whole 18 bucks.
Perhaps one dark spot is that one of my relatives died. Went to the wake. Kids only 18 and 14. A shame really. They are suppose to be my first cousins...but, we were long lost relatives, so we are not that close at all. However, family is family and repect is still required. Be it sincere or just lip-service. So I went. I'm not saying that i didnt want to. Get this clear.
Today..paled in comparison. Play pool with luwin and shawn tho. Not too bad, my game is getting better. More consistent. Making the shots count and concentration is improving. Technique may not be there, but I am adamant I gonna get it right. 9 ball is the way to go, 8 ball is for pussies. But still I stress, pool is all about concentration. How a person can visualize the ball going in and keep the image there. Not easy to be consistent. But have to train harder.
Sometimes I wished that perhaps, i could just be that little more big headed and egotatistic. Cause then, perhaps, I would be more happy. Perhaps if i was ruder and such, I would be able to reject people's request with more ease and not feel guilty. Perhaps then would I not take blame so easily too. But then, am I not like that to most people? I dont know. Perhaps it depends on who the person is. On this occasion, its pretty clear.
Moral of the story?
It does not take much to take much out of me. You just have to be the right person.
That day, I read a report that women like men who are 'emotionally stable'. Seriously, I dont get it. I mean, if you really want stable, go get a fucking machine, god-damn-it, its stable alright! Its mood will never freaking change. I mean, men are humans too and are also affected by emotions and other stuff. Haiz, i dont know lar, perhaps I'm just bitter. Cause as most of you may agree, I am, after all, very emotionally unstable....Some one pass the tranquillzer please.
Today's song will be Fade To Black. Performed by Metallica. Its really good. Listen and be enlightend. Goodnight everyone.
Life it seems,will fade away
Drifting further everyday
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free
Things not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost this can't be real
Can't stand this hell i feel
Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now he's gone
No one but me can save myself, but it's too late
now I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death greets me warm,now I will just say goodbye.
I'm Single but Unavailable. -_- At least I hope so. -_-'
Gonna talk about friday night/ saturday morning.
Best weekend since the year started. Activities wise at least. Went out for dinner at Islamic, headed for sheesha. Then went to airport to meet adnan. Spent the night at the airport, munching on spinelli stuff. Getting and giving lugguage trolley rides. Talked about all kind of stuff. 4 Horseman, namely Death, Pestilence, War and Famine. Discussed the Exorcist. Talked about religion. Talked about the Shari master shah, talked about football. Customary freaking ghost stories. Dished dirt on law inc. Dished more dirt on law inc. Generally it was great fun. Only got back at 930 am the next day.
Sunday went to Body World. Bloody brilliant, if not alittle disturbing. I highly recommend it. Its worth the whole 18 bucks.
Perhaps one dark spot is that one of my relatives died. Went to the wake. Kids only 18 and 14. A shame really. They are suppose to be my first cousins...but, we were long lost relatives, so we are not that close at all. However, family is family and repect is still required. Be it sincere or just lip-service. So I went. I'm not saying that i didnt want to. Get this clear.
Today..paled in comparison. Play pool with luwin and shawn tho. Not too bad, my game is getting better. More consistent. Making the shots count and concentration is improving. Technique may not be there, but I am adamant I gonna get it right. 9 ball is the way to go, 8 ball is for pussies. But still I stress, pool is all about concentration. How a person can visualize the ball going in and keep the image there. Not easy to be consistent. But have to train harder.
Sometimes I wished that perhaps, i could just be that little more big headed and egotatistic. Cause then, perhaps, I would be more happy. Perhaps if i was ruder and such, I would be able to reject people's request with more ease and not feel guilty. Perhaps then would I not take blame so easily too. But then, am I not like that to most people? I dont know. Perhaps it depends on who the person is. On this occasion, its pretty clear.
Moral of the story?
It does not take much to take much out of me. You just have to be the right person.
That day, I read a report that women like men who are 'emotionally stable'. Seriously, I dont get it. I mean, if you really want stable, go get a fucking machine, god-damn-it, its stable alright! Its mood will never freaking change. I mean, men are humans too and are also affected by emotions and other stuff. Haiz, i dont know lar, perhaps I'm just bitter. Cause as most of you may agree, I am, after all, very emotionally unstable....Some one pass the tranquillzer please.
Today's song will be Fade To Black. Performed by Metallica. Its really good. Listen and be enlightend. Goodnight everyone.
Life it seems,will fade away
Drifting further everyday
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free
Things not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost this can't be real
Can't stand this hell i feel
Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now he's gone
No one but me can save myself, but it's too late
now I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death greets me warm,now I will just say goodbye.
I'm Single but Unavailable. -_- At least I hope so. -_-'
Sunday, February 08, 2004
What time's the first train to take me out of here?
Bored. Going out in awhile. Woke up weird today. well, I think will blog abit more tonight.
In the moment. Listen to this song. Quite an old song. Some might remember, some might not. But seriously, no on really cares right? This is Run Away Train. By Tom Petty And The Heartbreakers. Enjoy.
Call you up in the middle of the night,
like a fire flower without a light,
you were there like a blow torch burnin',
I was a key that could use a little turnin'
So tired that I couldn't even sleep,
so many secrets I couldn't keep,
I promised myself I wouldn't weep,
one more promise I couldn't keep
It seems no one can help me now,
I'm in too deep theres no way out,
this time I have really led myself a-stray
Runaway train never goin' back,
wrong way on a one way track
seems like I should be getting somewhere,
somehow I'm neither here nor there
Can you help me remember how to smile,
make it somehow all seem worth while,
how on earth did I get so jaded,
lifes mysterys seem so ????????
I can go where no one else can go,
I know what no one else knows,
here I am just a drowning in the rain,
with a ticket for a runaway train
Everything seems cut and dry,
day and night earth and sky,
somehow I just don't believe it
Runaway train never goin' back,
wrong way on a one way track
seems like I should be getting somewhere,
somehow I'm neither here nor there
Want a ticket for a runaway train?,
like a madman laughin' at the rain,
a little out of touch little insane,
its just easier to deal with the pain
Runaway train never goin' back,
wrong way on a one way track
seems like I should be getting somewhere,
somehow I'm neither here nor there
Runaway train never comin' back,
runaway train tearin' up the track,
runaway train burnin' in my veins,
run away but it always seems the same
Bored. Going out in awhile. Woke up weird today. well, I think will blog abit more tonight.
In the moment. Listen to this song. Quite an old song. Some might remember, some might not. But seriously, no on really cares right? This is Run Away Train. By Tom Petty And The Heartbreakers. Enjoy.
Call you up in the middle of the night,
like a fire flower without a light,
you were there like a blow torch burnin',
I was a key that could use a little turnin'
So tired that I couldn't even sleep,
so many secrets I couldn't keep,
I promised myself I wouldn't weep,
one more promise I couldn't keep
It seems no one can help me now,
I'm in too deep theres no way out,
this time I have really led myself a-stray
Runaway train never goin' back,
wrong way on a one way track
seems like I should be getting somewhere,
somehow I'm neither here nor there
Can you help me remember how to smile,
make it somehow all seem worth while,
how on earth did I get so jaded,
lifes mysterys seem so ????????
I can go where no one else can go,
I know what no one else knows,
here I am just a drowning in the rain,
with a ticket for a runaway train
Everything seems cut and dry,
day and night earth and sky,
somehow I just don't believe it
Runaway train never goin' back,
wrong way on a one way track
seems like I should be getting somewhere,
somehow I'm neither here nor there
Want a ticket for a runaway train?,
like a madman laughin' at the rain,
a little out of touch little insane,
its just easier to deal with the pain
Runaway train never goin' back,
wrong way on a one way track
seems like I should be getting somewhere,
somehow I'm neither here nor there
Runaway train never comin' back,
runaway train tearin' up the track,
runaway train burnin' in my veins,
run away but it always seems the same
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