Shithead wins all

New Year's day...which is today...what a drag...i got up customary late. Why? cause i slept at 6am? was talking to erfen on the net. Dragged my butt out of bed, came out , mutu moley was rushing his holiday homework...school is reopening tmr. His taking his Os this year. Loser, if I was him, I wont touch my holiday homework with a `10 foot, no lets make it a 20 foot pole.

I dont feel good. Talking to some people last night, I just feel that 2004 will not be as smooth sailing as I would like it to be. So i have decided, this year, I gonna MAKE things go my way. No more wishy washy, every trick in my hat is gonna be pulled out and used to its maximum effect. I've decided, if I want it bad enough, I will do ANYTHING to get it. If that means pissing people off or stabbing someone in the back, I'm gonna do it. Dont act shocked, everyone on the street has this mentatilty, just that it varies. This year, gonna take it to the extreme. This year, 2004, I'm not gonna take any shit from no one. Dude, you piss me off or shove me in anyway? May your God bless you. You gonna F******* need it.

Too often last year, I found myself apologising, found myself crowing under, found myself blaming myself for shit that isnt even my fault. I got stepped over last year because I was too soft. Shit, sometimes, people mistake kindness for weakness. Morons. You all can go F*** off. Some people better watch out, dont say I didnt give ample warning, step on my toes and watch it.

For those who pissed me off in 2003. Bear in mind. I forgive, but I dont forget. Goodluck for 2004, I'm not too sure about the forgiving part.


My wish for 2004? Simple. I wanna be more VOLATILE. thats it really. Cause in the real world. Shithead Takes All.


El Hadji Dwarf, as you said, its your 2nd shot at life, you better shoot accurate. You can do it, you'r one smart bugger. Dude, take no shit.

As Andrew said in bicetinnial man. One is glad to be of service.

Did I really need 2003?

Timetable is out. Gonna see erfen,hobbit and lingsterism among others. 2L01. This new time table. Its ok. Not too bad. Bloody free on mondays and tuesdays and I can skip school totally on thursdays when I have 6 hours of lecture which I CAN CHOOSE NOT TO GO. This gonna sound embarrasing. But there is this subject code on my time table which reads C&E...now, what the hell is C&E? can someone tell me? Its suppose to be my CDS. Well, taking into regard everything that i can fore-see. I can say that its gonna be another semester or under-achievment again. Yes, what that means is that I probably gonna lepak this sem away again. But then, whats new? I'm no good student by a long shot but i daresay I dont suck at slacking.

Well, its the last day of 2003. On the whole, its been a year which I would be glad to forget. Got some new experiences, some were great but most sucked. Thats why I'm looking forward to a new year, maybe then will my mojo come back..haha. Anyway, I'm not to keen to talk about 2003, shitty grades among other things....... internazionale underachieving again. People who hide knifes in their smiles. People who skins are so bloody thick that they can do some stupid stuff. People who are so big headed that they dont give 2 hoots about others. Its not been a good year, relationships wise. Most suffered and others became stagnant.

There are many things which i want to do in this coming year. I have many things planned out. Some extremely stupid, some extremely clever. I was thinking about Burning Dustbins part 2. Return of the Arsonist. Lord of the pranks? School of Nuts? perhaps The League of Extra-Dumb Kentalman lead by Retard Chambermaid. or The Sulk :return of the big green slob? Mis-identity? Turn Crazy, Turn Nuts.

Well, enuff of crap. I'm pretty potty this year.

Well, I haven thought of New Year Resolutions yet, but I have a list of things I wanna do.
1) Buy LESS Cds.
2) Dye my head.
3)Go to a Rock Concert.
4)Resisting the urge to learn how to drive a car.
5)Crash a car.
6)Get a digital Camera.
7)Be more wicked.

There are more, but then there are some which I'm not gonna disclose.

Well, I think I better stop now. I dont know why, but I think I should.

Stand by me. Oasis. Most should have heard this song. Been listening to this song for a few years now(on the album Be Here Now.) I think only now, do I really understand this song.

Made a meal and threw it up on Sunday I`ve -
Got a lot of things to learn
Said I would and I believe in one day -
Before my heart starts to burn

So what's the matter with you?
Sing me something new... don't you know
The cold and wind and rain don't know
They only seem to come and go away

Times are hard when things have got no meaning
I've found a key upon the floor
Maybe you and I will not believe in the things we find
Behind the door

So what's the matter with you?
Sing me something new... don't you know
That cold and wind and rain don't know
They only seem to come and go away

Stand By Me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand By Me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand By Me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand By Me - nobody knows, yeah, nobody knows the way it's gonna be

If you're leaving will you take me with you
I'm tired of talking on my phone
There is one thing I could never give you
My heart will never be your home

So what's the matter with you?
Sing me something new... don't you know
That cold and wind and rain don't know
They only seem to come and go away

Stand By Me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand By Me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand By Me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand By Me - nobody knows, yeah, nobody knows the way it's gonna be

The way it's gonna be, yeah
Baby, I can see, yeah... don't you know
That cold and wind and rain don't know
They only seem to come and go away

Stand By Me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand By Me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand By Me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand By Me - nobody knows, yeah, God only knows the way it's gonna be




Please stand by me. Thats enough already.