Write this down to remember this.

I need to record this down so that in time, if it goes to shit, I won't resent because I made the choice.

Sure it does.

But I've thought about it and its quite simple right.

I really like her

I'm ok with the situation right now because im reasonably happy.

But the day I become unhappy, I will just have to walk away then. This is how I see things. I'm not running away, I just refuse to fight battles I cannot hope to win. 

and I've told her that. I've told her that no one is able to compel me to do things which I don't want to and that includes sticking around. 

CX715 Hong Kong to Singapore 2145. A turn.

I'm writing this while I am on my way back from Hong Kong.

This work trip is shit. But it was good hanging out with jess and meeting Jason. seems fun.

R and I chatted today and she told me that things have taken a turn for her. A turn for the better. While I'm happy for her and myself, I cannot help but have that nagging feeling at the back of my head.

To be honest, I'm worried about what's is going to happen next. But what can we do right? we just got to plow on.

Work is just horrible but I will see everything through. After all, all I new to get by Wednesday before my rest period starts.

You know, as i write this, the plane is going through turbulence.

and it is so simple right? we really can't do much. just like in life? All we can do is buckle up our seat belts, enjoy the ride and hopefully come out unscathed.

For Ar, I just might be willing to be her seat. Just.