I'm fucking materialistic. and I love it.

Grinning like a chesire cat.


Got my pay last friday.

its thursday today.
and I am broke.

but who fucking cares?
I only have to spend on myself.
no girl to spend on right?

ha. the wonders of being single.
but I'm sure I'm missing out on some stuff.

but for now.....dont know lar.

enjoy myself now.

talk , think later.




fucking sitex.

took a cab down. merc cab no less.
15 bucks. but..heck.

me go crazy.
me buy xbox.
me buy extra controller. transperant.. but i wanted green.
me buy ORIGINAL games.
hah. me broke.
428 down the drain.
This is therapy at its best.
I'm a materialistic bitch.


Drinking binge

Got money drink.
No money. drink water.

it felt great when our bill for 2 persons totally trashes a table with 6 people.
fucking teenagers. trying to act tough.
the girl drank one shot and she was stoned.
staring at a pillar inside happy daze.
she dazed for sure.
but i not sure if happy.

quite amusing for me and me friend.

we were as happy as a happy daisy i tell you.

1 jug gin tonic.
1 jug amber nector. of the tiger variety. (their hoegaarden too expensive. and dont come in jug size mugs)
2 shots gin.
2 shots rum.
remember to suck on lemon.

and yea.

the more i drink. the better you look.
the more drinks i will buy.

instant gratification.
within 1 half a football game.
you wont get much more satisfied than that.

but dont want to think of the bill. if i do, will go hoegaarden after work again.

btw, hoegaarden is just fabulous. "if you havent tried it, you dont know jack.
once you tried our snack, now you will know jack."
that kinda thing.

monday. woke up late.
dont know why.
woke up with xbox controller in my hands tho.
took MC.

this proves. money, can buy you time.



so you see... being materialistic = happy.
spending money = instant gratification.

so, I say. Spend away.