I'm a Punk star.

Reading Elder Gods by Eddings.
New book purchased by my brother.

Not bad...seems like its gonna be a classic eddings book.

I got too many things on my mind.
I dont even know how to organise it in my brain.
jia lat.

I dont know if I'm happy.
I dont know if I'm unhappy.

AND, I am going to consumer heaven when I die.
If I have not calculated wrongly, this month's expenses has gone thru the roof.

thinking of it gives me goosebumps.
this is not good.

Publick speaking class...shawn wrote a eulogy for pussy while I made a orbituary for him.
some joker in class gave me feedback: 'you need to improve vastly on yout delievery'

I think she needs to vastly improve her brain. Not that I cant take critisim, but if only 1 joker in the class thinks that way, then something is really wrong with her. Her tudung must be choking her brain. but then again, I know some pertty smart people who wear the tudung.
ok, conclusion: she is stupid.

most of them say i say 'ah' and 'ya' too much.
and that I move my legs too much....I dont know. sounds like hogwash to me.


ANYWAY, ok, so basically school has been a B****.

ya, thats about it. blog again when something comes to my mind.

till then , see you people around.

Whoo hoo.

just came back.
school in like 3 hours.
but damn hyper now lar
it was great fun!

yea!

I love it.

I love everything about it.

the cars.
the driver's car.
my accomplices.
the petrol stations.
the roundings and all that s^^^



too bad no one else but the 3 of us have it and we cant talk about it.

but its all damn good fun lar.



hail to the punk.

When you were young, and your heart was an open book, you used to say live and let live

But if this ever changing world in wich we life in ,makes you give in and cry.

Say live and let die
Live and let die

blogging from school.
school is boring.just taking advantage of sch's bandwith and MSN.

The Bleached Have Got To Go

They evidently, dont , appreciate a nicely bleached, crop of hair.

I wished I was in design. Green, red, orange, who cares?


shallow minded tweps.

nvrmind, since they dont let me keep my hair, I think I just push my law dic case further and abit harder.

sort of getting back I suppose.

turn the screw abit tighter.

make em squeal abit.

yea, that will be what I would do.

stupid tweps. want me to change my hair colour, but cant return me my law dictionary.

He gave me 2 weeks, I gave em 1 year.

Say he dont need make concession, then i no need make concession also.

Just buy. Like bus stamp like that. JUST BUY.

Fine. Push come to shove liao.

Ladies and gentleman, I invite you to stay tuned to this blog and see how the story unfolds.

Its gonna get ugly.

I certainly hope so.

All I want is someone I can't resist. I was crying when I met you, Now I dying to forget you. Aerosmith. Crying.

attention.
when you give it.
you dont expect anything back.
or do you?
*pondering*

I use to expect something in return.
but now I know better.
* nodding head, knowing.*

its better not to expect.
les disapointment gets in the way.
* feeling very smart today.*

and we all know,
disapointment, is a far worse feeling,
than feeling nothing at all.
*jumps out of window.*



alright. back to the main story board.
went to play 1942 with, perihead, daniel of the leong variety( ta ta young), shawn chimp and nick(neeeek).

DAMN SOLID. never felt so satisfied for such a long time.
shooting and shooting.
Just point and shoot and try not to get shot at.

then after that, played Jedi Outcast.
the force is strong within me!
i won the battle royal!
ed, dan, shawn all went under my superior lightsabering skills.
I am lightsaber proefficient. got licence one. dun pray pray.

life in a computer game is so simple.



yea, guess I better run. Public speaking with CHAN BOH YEE tmr....wah kao. jin jia lat.

P.S GOLDFISH. WHERE IS MY EMAIL? HAHAHAHAA.

yea. see you guys soon.









Haha. Funny. Pathetic.

It has all gone horribly wrong.

for shawn.
totally trashed his ass silly at pool(9 ball, ladies and gentlemen. 9 ball).
something like 7- 3 or something. If we were playing for stakes, I could have bankrupt him.

On with the story, public speaking class was a farce.
Damn stupid lar, no 2 ways about it.
We got the customary big fat loud mouth who gets really irritating complete with puesdo american accent and the smart alec girl from some convent school who also speaks with an accent. AND both of em are trying to get it 'ON' at the class right infront of my desk. I almost threw up my breakfast.

Gets on my bloody nerve.

the worst being the facillitator. Buts lets not go there. Reeks of hyprocrisy.( I am get sued)

And Company law is dead boring. I dunno how my tutor can get so exicited about it.

its like 'oooooh ,look! its a incorporate company with unlimited liability!!'
and I'm like thinking to myself, am I suppose to be impressed and go WOW or something?
9am in the morning certainly aint the time to look up the Companies Act.
Its hazadous to my health in some obsecure way. I'm very sure of that.

Company accounting is dead boring. But it looks simple enough I guess. Same tutor as last semester. I certainly hoped for a change of flavour. But it didnt happen. She bores me.

Managing Law Offices and Court Technologies look like a awefully boring subject as well.
Well, at least I get to use MSN during the lab sessions.

same for civil procedure. MSN time.


This semester looks to be very long and drawn out process which I would be glad not to end simply for the fact that internship starts after that. and frankly, there is nothing that I dread more then Internship program.

Oooooh, coporate firms, big lawyers,bigger egos, humungous workloads , slave wages and office politics, here I come!

watching 'The Apprentice' for practice. Its pretty good.

some photos on show. Not edited by photoshop or any other stuff.



ECP as well. a pity. my hand was shaky. taken in a rush.


for more photos. Click HERE

click on newcamera album.
gotta run. see you guys.
enjoy the pictures.







I couldnt avoid it after all. For me it wasnt jumping, for me it was a fall. Its a long way down to nothing at all.

Me: Sir, you looking for a laptop?
Him: No. I'm Indian.

dont ask me for the relevence. I dont get it either.

anyway. school life has been resumed unfortunately.
Pros and Cons.
Good and Bad.
People I wanna see, People I dont wanna see.
Lectures to attend, and more lectures to skip.
Tutorials to be done, I rather be in the sun.

thats about it.
The usual stuff. Yea. boring stuff that is.

Perhaps...cept that after repeated washing of my bleached hair.
I look like a dragon ball Z character.
Not that I dont like it, but my lecturer( the TIGHT ASSED ONE) has said I would have to change my hair colour.
well. Lets just say he can have the company of my matric card.
I dont really feel particulary lonesome for a plastic card with moi face on it.

Now for the entertainment. Law Welcome concert. was running around taking photos. enjoy!

Now. Every self respecting rockstar must come with a groupie.
Introducing Ling the Metal Lord and Soffie the groupie.



Ling Lust Posing figure with eyeliner applied( look carefully). Super articulate metal action figurine. Special vulgar word swearing sound effects! Swears and tell dirty porno jokes just like the real rock star! Limited edition. get it today. while stock last. Soffie the groupie sold separately, batteries not included.


Now. There. 50 cents and eminem and D12 and what have you or whateverrrrva better watch their back.
cause from the slums of Tp Law Dip, comes a new( well not so new)rap artist by the name of lihin. Together with his cronies homies, they gonna rap to a tune near you!

Check this out. My nigger! Album cover art by Lucifer. Self titled: Lihin. Por Premera Vez!







The Fans go wild. Work the crowd.

crazy fans. Mu Mu texas 5 on the right and Apri on the left.. the singaporean who lives in malaysia. Dont ask me why. It defeats me as well.

alright. Just some pictures that I have got ready. Will upload the rest onto yahoo for your viewing pleasure.

Now, I gotta go.
school in the morning. Company and Practices Accounting. Some sick shit.
see you guys soon. will sort out the imaging as soon as possible.








Truancy to avoid Lunacy. What can't I avoid?

Dream Theater. Surrounded: 'I know its easier, to walk away, then look you in the eye.'

Shutter Speed. Aperture. White Balance and ISO sensitivity. Spot Focus. Manual Focus.Continous Focus.

Just bought my camera. at last.
tested it to see what it can do. here are the results.
hopefully, get better as I get more familiar with it.




Rocket Fuel Powered Bus Singapore Bus Servicer Number 28.





Traffic on my way home.




My brother says nice to meet you.

Father's day. your dad's day in the sun.

so guys, what have you all bought for your dads as a father day's gift?

that new paris silk made in milan tie?

that new handphone which is stuffed full of functions which he will never learn to use?

that fabulously expensive dinner consisting of some shark's limb and bits of sea sponge?

that exclusive Mont Blanc fountain pen which is messy as hell to use?

that very expensive and similar formal shirt which your family have gave him for last year's father's / birthday present again?

that new edition of Lee Kuan Yew memoirs that he will never read?
or
that big fat $888 red packet when he is the one who provide the money for you to give that red packet back to him?.




erm. ok.
i bought what my dad likes and he likes it very much.
it cost me peanuts. literally.


2 PHIILIPINES IMPORTED GOLDEN HONEY PINEAPPLES and 1 BUNCH OF BANANAS IMPORTED STRAIGH FROM THE PANAMAs. and a birthday card.



imported goods are all the rage nowadays.

just your luck that your dad has expensive taste while mine just has a sweet tooth.
hahahaha




sayonara. see you guys in school, which incidentally, starts tomorro.
sucks ass i tell you. I dont wanna go to school. I'm in 02. who is in my class, kindly drop a msg please.

I'm back.
from a Rompin good time @ Rompin.

The Mister is on Vacation! will be away for the next 3 days.Malaysia wor. returing on the 16th. leave any msgs on the tag board. will entertain when back. SORRY FOR INCONVINECE CAUSED.


as above.
I need a vacation.
till I'm back.
ta~

Zam Zam. The sequel.

Finnished my Ipod selling at last. Azhar( supervisor) treated me, lady boss and fat-assy for lunch today. late lunch at zam zam. The food was good and the jokes were good and the company was fine...cept for sim. full of crap certainly dosent come to mind when you are talking about him. More like, over-flowing-full-to-the brim-of-crap comes close, but not quite there yet.


Boys and girls, euro 2004 kicks off later in the day. Mark my words, Italy. Will go far. Finalist.

Later, going suntec. why? cause IDOL is on. Joe is taking part, me and moley going to show some support. Poor dude, fucking sister dont even care or give support.






Oh oh, he is mad. at himself. mad as in angry and mad as in mad. insane, douche.

I am feeling damn pissed(wif myself) about being upset at something which I have told myself not to be upset with or even go back too looking or even hoping.

its very fustrating that I cant do anything about it simply for the fact that I swore off it and simply put, it isnt my fucking buisness anymore. But thinking back, perhaps it wasnt my buisness to start with in the first place.

Usually, things need to be triggered to start a reaction and indeed I have been triggered and balls do i have an reaction. I dont know how to discribe this feeling.
Perhaps just plain loathing.

I'm tired of this shit. I want to snap out of it. Dont think that I did not try, if you thought that, you have sadly mistaken my friends. For sure as hell, I know as well as any single one of you know(If you have been observant at all), that I aint myself this few weeks and this aint good for me. and I hate it. this state of me.

I dont blame any one who didnt noticed that I havent been myself, its all part of my own character not to show on my face like a freaking book waiting to be read. thats for dumb fucks.. But I write, because its a source of relief to me.

If you think I'm just being childish pissing off just go soak your mother fucking head. why? cause it aint gonna help change any of your devil-may-care opinions about me since you already have a damn mindset about me which is totally fucking wrong. I dont care as it does not bother me at all. But fuck you if you think you know me. its screaming in your faces and you all cant see it. so let me put it in words since you are too thick skulled to notice.
You dont fucking know me at all. not a fucking remote small bit about me at all.. so dont you all go talk to me in those kind of know it all tones.

Very simply put, all you see, is my face while at the same time, you dont have a fucking clue to what the hell I'm thinking or what I'm gonna do next.
I dont blame any of you if you dont take me seriously, cause its the way I wanted it to be.

But fuck you, and I repeat, fuck you if you think that I'm not half as capable as you or even half as smart.
cos before your white ass knows about it, I'll have already run laps around you and screwed you up so fucking bad that you cant tell your left from your right. maybe at that time, you can cry for your mummy then. if I allow you.

I seriously dont know what they fuck you are trying to pull. But then again, I dont believe you can end me. Simply because of the fact that I'm too smart for that shit.


Your friends arnt good enough. So I helped. not because I needed too but because i wanted too. I saw it coming, this shit I'm in, but I had to help. why? you know why. Its something that I've never did for anyone but you and you know it. You freaking do know it. Dont deny it.

But still, I dont blame you. I bought it upon myself.

Now the rest of you fuckers, if you all think that I've been lead around, screw you. it just goes to show how little you know about me. Have I ever been lead?
yes, why? cause its to my advantage you idiots.
has there been any advantage to me being lead on a wild goose chase this time?
no. But still, dont condemn me as dumb. You dont qualify. come to think of it, you dont have the bottle to do it. You dont have the mettle to do it.

There has been no advantage, but there was reason. Reason that I am not gonna tell you bastards out there.
Granted it may not had been a good enough reason, but who are you to judge?
One thing that I have learned is that anything that you have said, could and would be used against you. thus I will keep my mouth shut.












there is no denying it. I'm upset. and worst part is, I'm showing it.

fuck.

This plus this, plus that plus that

$
2nd hand S5000z.......... 500
128mb xD card............ 80
55mm UV filter........... 49
55mm skylight filter..... 49
Lowepro pouch............ 60
or
Crumpler pouch........... 60
Sanyo 2300 Mah Batteries. 55
Tripod................... 50
_____________________________
...equals a much poorer me...



down the drain. all my pay and ang bao down the drain...wheeeee
hmm, my accounts not bad.



so expensive. Guess I will have to stick with my cranky cell phone for 2 more months.
this camera, after all, is of great importance and use to me.



wheeeeee. I cant wait for the weekend.

I'm 19. But I feel the same. No difference leh?!

haha. thanks for all the birthday wishes, they made my day.

For those who dont know that its my birthday, its fine. That means that you guys are still in the running for the latest bday greeting prize. No problems about that.

My day was fine. A pretty relaxed bday. Nah, no partying for me. Just lunch with the chimp and dinner with family.
Chimp paid for my DOUBLE WHOPPER. its a serious case of beef overload. its really very damn filling. No joke. If you can finnish the whole damn meal, good for you!

dinner at liang kee. some cheena restruant that my grandma wanted to go too. but no problems, the food was fine. Robertson Quay. Not a bad place to chill and have a nice beer. cept that its so damn expensive. But nevermind, I dont mind paying for peace , quietness and a view.

maybe going out with shrink on saturday or something. see how things go.

I think i scrapped enough dough for a new camera.
fingers crossed.
film has becomed too expensive for me to buy and develop.

digital, here I come.
analog? erm...time for the dry box and a sachet of silicon gel!


alright. have to run. ciao people. thanks for tagging.

p.s. fn: you quoted wrongly. he didnt say its good BEEF. he said: THIS IS GOOD BURGER MAN! SO MUCH BEEF!.

I've lost my voice.

My voice is barely a croak now...sounds very funny.
thats what incessant sales talk for 4 consecutive days can do to you.

But glad that the job is over. I made some money and thats good. all good. But I aint gonna get my cash till 2 to 3 weeks later which is less good. But as ling put it " we go to school as rich f***s"

Came back late yesterday night and watched another DVD. Saving Private Ryan.
You dont realise how good a film it is till you watch it over a few times.

The opening scene of D-Day landing at normandy on 6th june 1944( werid, i was watching it on 6th june 2004!) was brutual...violent but very very spectacular. Great film. The sniper in the squad was the coolest. But he still died in the end. hahaha. He took out so many soldiers with his rifle that they had to blow him up with a tank!

I've got LOTR Return of The King VCD and I gonna watch it later. Good to have Vcds and Dvds laying around. You wont get bored.


Alrighty. Latest CD added to CD collection is Guns and Roses greatest hits.. the CD is not bad, but the packaging sucks ass to the max. To GnR fans, its not bad a CD to have if you dont mind the shit packaging.


OK. IF you all haven noticed, there is a DOUBLE WHOPPER on the BK menue...sheesh...double whopper. I gotta try that sometime soon. hahahaa

alright. I gotta run. blog a little more tonight. till then. ciao!

I dont wanna miss a thing.

and the Ipod JAMMED ! the freaking shit ass 748 with GST dollar piece of crap actually hanged on me while I tried to sell its sorry white ass to the customer.

PHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEissed.

today's crowd was not very good. sold less then yesterday. Hopefully, the crowd would be better tomorro.

in the mean time. cheerio people!


p.s. COUNTER JUMP JUMP JUMP. tag board no one tag. what a sorry state my tag board is in.

Enemy at the gates.

watch the film "Hitler. The Rise Of Evil"

very good film. Too bad it wasnt shown in the theaters.
Highly recommended by me. Shot very beatifully and tells the story of the man/monster.

talks about his rise to power, his personality and his history in general. Interesting film.




My work today was alright. Manage to sell some Ipods...so I think I'm satisfied.
yea. tired. will blog later. someone is trying to tell me something very interesting. hahhaa.

Dialer.8.U

I GOT VIRUS.

ok. com gonna be down for a few days at least..

Job starting tmr at IT fair. People who wanna buy Ipods or Macintosh computers can drop me a call..can play cheat and pay less.

Yay! My counter over 500 visits...another landmark.

Class BBQ was fun. Pictures coming up soon. Spent the night there..with fnster, jesus, vit and nurul.

me and fnster got stopped by police. gasp. Alittle sojourn on a NTUC shopping mart. Very fun. Highly recommended.
alittle more on that after lappy has recovered from his flu.

alrightly, gotta go.....wish me luck with Ipod sales.


I am le tired.................................

ting bu dao.

I'm up early today.....been up for the past hour.

Sunday......ZZZ...

Dunno what I'm doing later...think got some lunch appointment at somewhere or something.

My brother's o levels chinese paper is tomorro. Its amusing to see him do last minute studying..hahaa...the dude is conked out. like...totally wasted( in fake australian accent)

Its damn peaceful now. No one else is awake...indulging abit...my air conditioning is still turned on...if my mum knows, I'll get yelled it. But she dont know, she still somewhere in dream land or something.


Turn out I was right, my champions league predictions were quite accurate.. altho i reckon porto to win 2 nil which they never did. 3 nil was final score.
I helped shawn win 4 dollars...hahahaha..if not for that 1 goal, he would have had a windfall. I maintained my stance of not gambling...which....was abit pained, but worth the trouble.



OK, i hear some sound outside, gotta go.......maybe there is breakfast? hahahahahahaha

Love on the Rocks. Shaken. Not stirred.

Now, if I could play the guitar with skill...shredding skills to be exact, the first song to be perfomed would be " Get your hands of my woman" by The Darkness.

Now, the most important part of this song will be when Justin Hawkins shrieks " GET YOUR HANDS OF MY WOMAN MOTHERFUCCCCKKKKKKKKERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR"

its darn corny, but it happnes to be my favourite song on the album.
yup, he actually pulls the notes till my ear phones feels like they are gonna get imploded. ( thats no mean feat, its a pair of 80 bucks Hi-end shit.)

Its a nice song...very catchy...very nice guitar riffs...power vocals ..albeilt a falsetto by hawkins..but all good all the same...allll good.

day was spent chillin with shawn. evening was spent at grandma's and night was spent at JK with fn F*** , Ling Laust and gemuk.....my day was alright...but missed out on 1942...alil pissed..but nvm.


I'm listening to Iron Maiden.....its damn good......if you havent listened to maiden before, Listen to RAINMAKER. its some good stuff...

ARE SEALED AND NOW FARAWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!.


ok, I'm not christian..but...them christians, do they ask god for everything?

for example. 1 friend. outta love. questions god's existence. ask questions to his predictament.ask god for help.....thats totally rubbish if you ask me. refering to him, not god...

another example. 1 friend. girl. dunno for what reasons, wants to ask god to help her grow up. thats damn dumb... you dont have to ask god to help you grow up, you do that by eating and expriencing.

CLASSIC example. God, i want more money. WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF .

ok, perhaps not only christians but people of all different religions do that.


I cant help but feel that people take 'god' like some charity....beliving him/her/them to dish out help when they need it. When the time could be spent HELPING themselves. Maybe they are too bloody lazy. why ask god for a job when the newspapers are full of it? crazy.

asking for 4d numbers, to help them get rich..all sort of rubbish.

it all boils down to one thing. the inherrent weakness of all human beings which is getting something without having to work for it.

Is this true? I'm sticking my head out and saying its true.

NOW, asking god on matters regarding the heart is even more stupid. Its so damn dumb, that I refuse to believe that it is true. But it is, thats the sad fact...Its bull shit lar... I choose to believe that only dumb people ask god for help in this area.

To me, its all incredibably stupid, for those who are reading this and doing this, please stop doing it cause there is only 1 result that will come of it. Which is HELP WILL NOT COME YOUR WAY YOU LAZY MUTHAF******

go get what you want. Dont hope for what you want. Dont give yourself hope. Only take hope which is given to you by a living, breathing human being.

Arwen aka Liz tyler aka Pretty 300 year old evlen princess who is having a 100 year fling with 87 year old aragon said " there is always hope"

thats true. thats why its in a FAIRYTALE WHICH MEANS ITS ONLY BLOODY MAKE BELIEVE.

FIND ME A UGLY ORC, A HOBBIT WITHOUT SHOES, A LEGOLAS WITH POINTY EARS AND A MAGICAL GOLDEN RING WITH CHEAP 5 BUCKS ENGRAVING ON TOP AND I WILL BELIEVE YOU.



period.

alright, gotta go..ciao people.

oh yea...forgot to mention. I got a new nick name!

Yi-Diotic-Qian.

thanks to brownan!

hobble..hobble....hobble. ouch.erm.ok.ankle hurt.

Its darn funny...surfing friendster..hahahahaha. its comic relief...I cant believe that people actually write those things about themselves. AND write lyricals about someone who they meet like once or twice a year...its really funny lar...dont take friendster too seriously when you surf...tongue in cheek boys and girls, tongue in cheek.

talking to jia yu over the net...dreaming about handphones that we wanna get...haha, that stupid ah lian(dont ask)...have to show her picture then she can recognise.

she settled for the 7200 brown...i think, if i land any job, the black 7200 is my target.(yes, the one in the advert)
My freakin handphone is shot...stupid thing...15 month old 6610. shit.
after using clam shells and candy bars...i think...clam shells are more glam. hahahaha.

first it was the camera. then the ipod. the total 90 III and now the handphone.
My wants are endless. I need my job...soon.




My left ankle is in a mess.....does not look too good. Hurts like hell to boot.

For my friends doing FYP, one word. COURAGE ,my friends.

crossing fingers that there will be enuff numbers for the malaysian trip with da dudes.
alright..gotta go...gonna do some button mashing...winning 11

Clean your room.




To take this picture, the photographer must have hit the shutter before the ball even touched the net.

'If you can see the picture in your view finder, its guranteed that you missed the shot'


It was the old lady's bday bash yesterday. 72 years old..went to some restraunt for the customary pig out. Then went back to her cul de sac ...family gathering (having lotsa this nowadays.) of sorts....

I dont know lar...I was bored. I watched the Monaco Grand Prix and pimp my ride on cable.

at last.....someone other then schumi won a race... very exciting it was too...fantastic crash by schumi and huge bang by Alonso...well done lads! You smashed up almost a million dollars worth of carbon graphite, duralumin, titanium and various bits of plastic... y'all should be applauded.


If I had a car. I would want MTV to pimp my ride. Period.


Never consume more coffee then you can.
Its a silly thing to do.I did..like erm, 5 mugs?
You would feel like sleeping but you cant. You feel WASTED.
its worst then alcohol or ciggarettes or whatever stimulants that you are brought up with.

ok. it should be the time of the year when you drink nothing but plain water to detox. Its good for health bad very bad for taste.


Joe, this is what you can tell that guy who said the disgracefull shit or something along that line.

ok..hmm...lets see...erm..ok. I got it. You can go FUCK yourself. thats FUCK with a capital F.




Now, when your dad says to clean your room, you jolly well do it cause he may just cut your allowance.

wow, my speakers are actually white......instead of the gray I thought they were. wow!

Wow, the music actually sounds better considering the amount of ventilation available to the speaker and woofer. Again the old man was right in this compartment.

Do not think that I'm actually THAT messy. The truth is that my dad is a obessively very neat freak person. One with a condition called something-blah-somrething-LITIS kinda thing.

anyway, gotta run. wanna play soccer with the kids. Ling Lust( as he is now known), Flop(as lust calls him) , chimp and Daniel of the leong variety. Too da loo~

Porto will win the Champions League.

Anyone who has seen Porto play will know that they will win the tournament.

Superbly tatically aware, rothen , morientes and company will not have so much space and freedom against this highly organised team.

Porto also is very higly educated in the art of show boating and diving. Look out for darlei, deco and the young but dirty alberto carlos. Monaco must be careful not to commit too many fouls or even touch the easily fell porto players.

Monaco will also heavily mark the talented but ugly Deco. The portugese wizard is the heartbeat of the team and will pose one of their main attacking threats. But they must not do so at the expense of leaving the likes of maniche and alberto carlos space. These other 2 players can cause a whole lot of damage as Man Utd can testify.

Not to say that monaco are push overs. They have 3 trump cards up their sleeves.

Firstly ,Fernando Morientes. Super is the word to describe him. top scorer with 9 goals in the champs league to his name, give him a oppotunity and he will take it. Very intelligent player, strong in the air and very deadly with both feet. One top player to watch out for.

2nd would be jerome rothen. The swashbuckling young french midfielder has been monaco's primary weapon of attack. His cultured left foot gave many a right back a horrid nightmare and his array of dazzling dribbling skills and pace make him a very tricky customer. Porto will have to try and contain him and limit his time on the ball.

3rdly would be the french enigma Lukovic Guily. 2nd to Zidane in the french squad, this player is blessed with magical skill and outrageous flair. As helgura can prove, merely marking this player is not enough. He has the skills and vision to score even if you stick to him like a leech. In superb physical conditon, he is a potent mix of pace and creativity. Always looking for a decisive pass, he and rothen would be the main supplier of ammo to morientes.

Porto's manager Mourinho will be looking out for these 3 players.

But my money is on porto to clinch it. Tatically more disciplined and with more european experience, it would be very fustrating for monaco to go up against a team who would be looking to disrupt their rythme. Porto, will take any chance that they can scrap their way while monaco would be stuggling to get anything from the portugese defence marshalled by the very experienced Jorge Costa.





yup, thats it. hahhahaa. i enjoyed analysing both teams. Porto to nick it. But i hope monaco wins...just because they play a more entertaining brand of football.

From the football anaylse, goodnight everyone!

Mid Night Feasssssssssssssst

I was hungry.

Luwin called me bout some stuff.

I said I was hungry.

I suggested supper.

ONZ. he said. 1130pm.

Orait. I was there at 1135pm.

Small problem. NEL broke down. He was on the train.

He took 1 hr and 12 mins instead of the usual 12 min ride from clake quay.

Met at 12 15am. Not supper. Breakfast instead.

We were very hungry.

We ordered. 10 satays with onions, ketuput and cucumber. Pratas. Mutton Soup and some black mutton thing that luwin wanted to try. We wanted to order carcass of lamb. But they didnt have it. They offered us goat testicles, we kindly declined.

2 ice lemon teas, 1 blue berry drink and 1 ice tea.

well, thats all that we had.


Talk shit. about his work, sch, football and all sorta stuff.

I just gotten back.

I have some good friends in my life.

Thank the big cow boy in the sky for them.

This is for you people, I'll be there by the rembrandts.



So no one told you life was gonna be this way
Your jobs a joke, you're broke, your love life's D.O.A.

It's like you're always stuck in second gear
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month,
or even your year
but....

I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'Cuz you're there for me too...

You're still in bed at ten
And work began at eight
You've burned your breakfast so far
Things are goin' great

Your mother warned you there'd be days like these
But she didn't tell you when the world has brought
you down to your knees that

I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'Cuz you're there for me too...

No one could ever know me
No one could ever see me
Since you're the only one who knows
What it's like to be me
Someone to face the day with
Make it through all the mess with
Someone I'll always laugh with
Even on my worst I'm best with you, yeah

It's like you're always stuck in second gear
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month,
or even your year...

I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'Cuz you're there for me too...

I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you
'Cuz you're there for me too..

The shit has hit the fan.

I'm going out tomorro. I dont know where I will go, but I'm going out tomorro.

Perhaps....I will go to moi's school to watch a soccer match.

Perhaps....I will play soccer myself.

Perhaps....Will just go hang out somewhere.

But the bottom line is, I'm going out.

I dont normally suffer fools. But I think I've just been made one.



My hair is a weird shade of grayish, brownish, what have you beigeish, shit ass colour.

I mean..... dont blame me...what can a bored guy do on a hot summer afternoon?

Dye my hair of cos. again and again and again and again. its fun.



argh..life
its pissing me off.

If I'm perfectly honest with myself.

I'm perfectly happy and contented now.

The house being deviod of other humans.

With my Diet coke by my side.

My hi end stereo blaring. Loud BUT clear. statisfying the audiophile in me.

Not giving a fuck of what my neighbour thinks about my choice of loud music.

A packet of ciggarettes by my side.(who fuck cares? I'm back in love with it)

Yes, If I am perfectly honest with myself. I am happy and contented.

NORMALITY HAS BEEN RESUMED

Kingkangkong news
In a press statement today, the miester has reassured all fans and Qian-nographers that normality has been resumed and that he will continue to function as the dick he has been and always will be.

he said in a press conference held at his house at 3 pm today ' yes its true, its over and I'm back to normal. I thank all of you for your concern and advice. It has been of comfort and you all have been the best bunch of motherf***** friends I have ever had! thank you all'

He further added that he will become a better bastard in times to come and continue to be the dick he is to friends and family alike.


Source: The New Porker.

HEAD LINE NEWS! : THE MIESTER takes ****'s rejection on THE chin



THE MIESTER is upbeat about his future LOVE prospects despite failing to be an automatic choice for the ****** and insisted: 'My best years are in front of me.'
THE MIESTER has only been placed on THE SHELF by ****** BECAUSE THERE IS ONE OTHER ALTERNATIVE AVAILABLE.


It will need an TRAGEDY to THE ALTERNATIVE for the 19-year-old to squeeze in through the back door.

But NUTTER LUCIFER THE MIESTER is optimistic about his chances of future involvement with *******.

He has already made massive strides and TRIED six TIMES since his COURAGE GREW from MINISCULE to TINY 6 months ago.

THE MIESTER said: 'Whether I'm choosen or NOT will make no difference to my future with ******.'

'There is a whole LIFE ahead and I have my best years in front of me. I am very pleased that I have got six TRIES to my name after HIDING LIKE MICE for A PERIOD OF 12 MONTHS.

'I have to take a step back occasionally and realise that I have made big strides. You can't carry on at that pace for the whole of your LOVE LIFE.

'You sometimes take a step back and go again - and this may be one of those times for myself.'

THE MIESTER was a regular member of the NO GUTS THATS WHY NO GLORY before an EGO SHATTERING EXPERIENCE in OCTOBER sidelined him for SIX months.

On his return to action THE MIESTER HAD to ensure a spell AS A INVISIVLE MAN but he has been back to his WORST in recent weeks in CHAOS despite *****'s disappointing end to the season.

He said: 'Personally during the last 5 OR 6 TIRES , I haveN HAD MY BALLS AND I AM NOT feeling very sharp again. It is a shame thaT ITS finished.'

THE MIESTER is expected to be joined at HEARTBREAK STATION by Liverpool striker Emile Heskey and Leicester midfielder Muzzy Izzet, with the two deals expected to be rubber-stamped DEAD in the next 24 hours.

THE MIESTER'S GOOD FRIEND Steve Bruce admitted that the BREAKING OF THE MIESTER'S HEART is '99% done' in a move which could eventually cost THE MIESTER HIS SANITY.







Hmm....its actually an sports article on soccernet.
I took out some words and added in some words.
its a kind of a spoof. the ones i added are the ones in CAPS.
if I cant laugh, i should try to make others do so.
thats why this place is called. Tragic Comedy.

Interview Skills.

In the view of the fact that its the holidays and many of you might be going for interviews, here is are the 5 essential inteviewing /bullshitng tips for the idiots from the Qian-Miester.

1. Smile alot. Always smile. No ones like a bitter gourd face. Smile even when you think the person interviewing you looks weird.

2. Talk alot. Try to converse and impress them if you are pro-efficient in a language. But try to suit the language with the environment. Dont speak hokkien if you are interviewing for Raffles Hotel bellboy job.

3. Lie alot. Impress the employer with an assortment of bullshit and bowl them over with your experiences ,diversity and how hardworking you can be(Note why I chose 'can be' instead of 'will be') .Casually adding that you are related to the big shit in the company may help. However, use with caution.

4. Complimenting. Complement the working environment even if it may appear to be a slump. You will get into the good books of the supervisor who supervises the place.

5. Act Dumb. Last but not least, act dumb. Dont worry, employers like workers who are dumb so that they can control the worker easily and with no problems. So look dumb. Look very dumb. But not too dumb of cos.

Thats it! the 5 important and essential tips! Remember to use em!
For the Qian-Miester, good night everyone!

My hair is falling off.

half done...bleached twice. 1 time blondor. 1 time gatsby natural bleach.

2 more times to go. 1 time Gatsby HI , 1 time gatsby bleach colour smoky beige.

The stuff aint strong enuff.

anyone know where to get stronger bleach? I used Blondor powder and gatbsy natural bleach already..I need it white.. need more bleach. More bleach.

screw the school rules.

Current state: Yellow. Brown. Blonde brunette cross.

Future state: Hopefully.... smoke or ash or whatever.


Been experimenting with various hair products.
Blondor is dirt cheap...but ravages my hair. Gatsby bleach is lame. Not powerful enuff. Need to get gastby HI bleach, but I just cant seem to find that infernal thing. I wonder hw many times must i bleach my hair...

My mum is going to have a fit. But I dont really care..its for the fun of it. My fun that is.


My hair is screaming bloody murder.
I hope it would shut up. I bought it conditioner.


Alright. Goodnight people. Tonight's song would be I dont wanna miss a thing by Aerosmith. Popular song. Dedicated to whatever. cause she likes this song.
BTW people, Aerosmith's new album is in stalls now! go get it!


I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment...... forever
every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

Don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what'chor dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Ffff... I just wanna be wit'choo
Right here with you just like this
I just wanna hold you close
I feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Yeah (yeah)
Yeah (yeah)
Yeeeeaaaah...

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep... yeah
And I don't wanna miss a thing








Hope you like it.
Thanks. for the time.

The Oompa - Loompas

Children books are unbelievably entertaining. Been reading my Roald Dahl books. Marvellous stuff... Danny the champion of the world, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Going Solo and stuff......Damn good stuff. Better with age(my age).

I need a vacation. Some where out there. Vacation. I need a vacation.
But there is the small problem of financing it.

Thus, I will have to settle for the beach. What a shame.

Oh yea, I got my school exam results.
Its a story of 3 donnys , 1 charlie and 1 andy. My results can be summed up using one word which would be F***. There you have it ladies and gentlemen. Conclusive proof that i cant study for nuts. Anyway, I'm relieved that I dont need to do any sub papers.
wishing goodluck to my friends who need to take the sub papers.

Year 2, I hate you. many unhappy things happened.
Year 3, Here I come.

Tonights song would be Rainmaker By IronMaiden.

When I was wandering in the desert,
And was searching for the truth
I heard a choir of angels calling out my name,
I had the feeling that my life would never be the same again
I turn my face towards the barren sun

And I know of the pain that you feel the same as me,
And I dream of the rain as it falls upon the leaves
And the cracks in our lives like the cracks upon the ground,
They are sealed and are now washed away

You tell me we can start the rain
You tell me that we all can change
You tell me we can find something to wash the tears away,
You tell me we can start the rain
You tell me that we all can change
You tell me we can find something to wash the tears...

And I know of the pain that you feel the same as me,
And I dream of the rain as it falls upon the leaves
And the cracks in the ground like the cracks are in our lives,
They are sealed and now far away

You tell me we can start the rain
You tell me that we all can change
You tell me we can find something to wash the tears away,
You tell me we can start the rain
You tell me that we all can change
You tell me we can find something to wash the tears...

And I know of the pain that you feel the same as me,
And I dream of the rain as it falls upon the leaves
And the cracks in the ground like the cracks are in our lives,
They are sealed and now far away






I really feel like spilling my guts.
I really do.

Where are you? I'm not missing you. I've no reason too.

argh....tag-board is being a pain in the ass. Apparently I've lost my recent tags...and I AM VERY ANNOYED.

But the new blogger looks pretty good.
I'm still looking for a job.... but as of now, I'm a full time bummer.

The weekend was good. Went to my grandma's event..she didnt win, but she came close. She was , of cos, disapointed. Had a family gathering..was a bash...potluck and all.

But we took videos and she like it. But BUMMER, I must go to her place on saturday to operate the video cam to show her friends her moment of glory.

I'm bored. I'm saving money. Thus, I'm not going out. It causes me to be bored.
alright, I gotta go for the momement. Got some stuff to do...see you all around.

Blogs somemore tonight.

P.S any one knows how to archive blogspot? I wanna do it but I dont know hw. Appreciate any help offered. thanks in advance.

Somethings wrong, shut the light, heavy thoughts tonight.



thats sports photography for you. Kily shoots, helveg slides.
awesome shot. Courtesy of Inter.it


Good luck to my NYP friends who are having exams. Good luck, but then , why dont you go create your own luck?

alright, just a filler tonight. Gotta head to mu-mu's house to watch hw chelsea is gonna crash out of the champs league. Gonna bring tons of tissue for muizz cause he will need it if chelsea crahes out. Me? I dont cry when Inter loses, I just roll around on the floor....and mop.... Pocket and fn-shredder will be there too! yay!
*shit, I sound like some excitable school girl going to some pyjama party.

No song tonight....as letssingit is very laggy tonight.










Not saying you dont, but did you know what I was talking/thinking about in the first place.
But then, on retrospect,
Lost? You're not the only one.

Part1 -> call 1900-912-0903

call and vote for contestant number 10.

Its my mum's idea of a joke. She sent in one photo of my grandma when she was 20 years old to the xin min newspaper. For a competition looking " Most stylish Grandma" . Its on page 11 of sunday's paper.
I suppose its a kind of a paegent or something. My grandma is suppose to go to IMM for some kinda paegent on sunday...werid shit i tell you. Why my mum entered her, I have no idea. must be my physcotic mum.

whatever it is, my grandma is so excited that she is hopping like a energizer bunny( no mean trick when you are 72). She's calling her friends and mahjong khakis and whatever.

So , being the fillial grandson I am, I would try to garner her some support.( and votes)
each calls cost 20 cents.
But the problem is its in chinese.....so those who cant speak chinese cant understand.
But its easy lar, when you call, let them talk shit
then after the first pause, u press 10 followed by a hex.
after the cheena voice rumbles again , there will be a pause, then u enter ur IC followed by a hex.
after the cheena voice talk again, you enter your tele number and press hex.

easy enuff right?
Please call and support. Cause I want her to win.....

Setting an exemplemenry example is HGF, he has called and voted a mind blowing 10 times!! Thanks for the support.
Everycall helps! remember, contestant number 10!!! DIX DIX DIX DIX.

Closing on wednesday...not much time left...so call.1900-912-0903 Please call!





part 2--> Its a zoo out there.

erm, that day, went for supper with peri head, chimp and daniel of the leong variety..
we went to newton and stuff. but thats not the interesting part, apart from edwin being late for 2 hours.
and not to gloss over the fact that shawn panic after we all sat in the car and drove off without him. As in, he really panic at 4am at the newton hawker center...funny i tell you.

But nvm, we were bored. We wanted to shoot some pool at first, but there was no 24 hr pool place which we knew off, so we thougt, hell, lets just go for a car ride....

But then...some idiot propose we go 'rounding'

for the uninitated, rounding is to head to the red light district and check prices...ahem, i guess i dont need to go further?

Well, anyway, we drove there ( hey, dont look at me, it was not my idea and i was not driving. *points to ed*) AND, we went watching.
its abit like watching animals in the zoo. In the safety of the car.
bloody disgusting.
we got chased by a dog while in the car. Scared the shit out of shawn.
there were like pimps all over the place......
bapoks running amok
chinese bapok, malay bapok, indian bapok, thai bapok ...the works....
prostitutes....all over the place....wearing obscenely little clothes.
ed driving into a dead end...with a haunted house at the end....
Felt like puking. Shawn wanted to stick his head out of the window and shout to the prostitutes( i dont know for what lar), but he didnt as he was afraid of all the pimps around....
freaking disgusting. but highly intriguing.

After awhile, i got sick and we all left.............wahahahhahahaha.
shit, we were that bored. But still, I have seen a side of geylang that I've not seen before. and I'm in no hurry to go back there late at night or early in the morning.

If thats something that even I do not want to do, its certainly safe for you to assume that you should not go there for your personal safety and health.

yea , tats about it, thinking bad, i think i feel sick already.
alright, good night everyone. remember to call and vote!

Tonights song, is kinda kiddish. I'll do anything. By Simple plan.

Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting

And I wrote this letter in my head
'Cuz so many things were left unsaid
but now you're gone
And I can't think straight

This could be the one last chance
To make you understand

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Somehow I can't put you in the past

I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
'Cuz I know I won't forget you

Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of droping out of school
And leave this place
to never come back

So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting

This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again

I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep I can't forget you
nanana (...)
And I'd do anything for you

I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
There's nothing I won't do
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
'Cuz I know I won't forget you






the song pretty much says it all.

I'm a dumb fuck.

shit.
No good.
haiz.
Shouldnt have done that.
very insensitive of me.
inspite of all her shit, I could still count her as my friend.
But fuck, wrong move by me.....
even tho she does not blame me ,
she wont trust me as much anymore.
this is no good.
Nothing ever seems to turn to gold for me.
All they do is turn into shit.

Our friendship is quite fragile.
Some one once told me, support is what she needed,
thus i should tolerate everything that she throws at me.
and give her all the support that I can.
after all, thats what friends are for.

Even tho I can put it on her lack of her humour and other stuff,
I cant lie to myself that there were things i should have stopped.
I should have taken more responsibitly over this matter.

What she said was right, no matter what I do now,
this matter will not be that easily resolved.
Its a matter of trust, once some of it is taken away,
it will never be returned.

Even tho I have apologised umpteen times, it still does not feel right.
at this point of time,
I'm just relieved that she can still forgive me.

I regret. very much so.
argh!




Song for supper? Main course would be When I look to the sky. Performed by Train.

When it rains it pours and opens doors
And floods the floors we thought would always keep us safe and dry
And in the midst of sailing ships we sink our lips into the ones we love
That have to say goodbye

And as I float along this ocean
I can feel you like a notion that won't seem to let me go

Cause when I look to the sky something tells me you're here with me
And you make everything alright
And when I feel like I'm lost something tells me you're here with me
And I can always find my way when you are here

And every word I didn't say that caught up in some busy day
And every dance on the kitchen floor we didn't dance before
And every sunset that we'll miss I'll wrap them all up in a kiss
And pick you up in all of this when I sail away

Whether I am up or down or in or out or just plane overhead
Instead it just feels like it is impossible to fly
But with you I can spread my wings
to see me over everything that life may send me
When I am hoping it won't pass me by

And when I feel like there is no one that will ever know me
there you are to show me









We need to talk. But I'm not ready to speak to you yet. Because I dont know what to say. Perhaps, you could tell me what you want me to say and I will say it. If it makes you happy.

Morning comes too early and evening comes too late.

I'm a mess.

Sometimes, I'm such a coward. I keep running away from the issues in my life and some of the responsiblities that I have.
Its always the case, I always try to advoid instead of confronting.

I mean, running is ok ,for awhile. But it gets very tiring very soon .
But I cant help it if I dont have the courage to face up to some things.
So I dream. I seem to zone out alot nowadays. I find it easier to think when I'm alone.
Yet when I'm alone, I am lonely. Thus I occupy myself with outings and lepak sessions with my friends.

However I no longer find them as entertaining as before as the problems are always in my head. I think of them on the bus, when I am with my friends and almost every waking moment.
I stress however its none of my friend's fault that I am bored. Infact, if any one is to be blamed, it should be me. I zone out and day dream too much nowadays. I think I am turning into less of a sport and more of a bore. Books are a solace, tho they can only bring you so much joy and capture so much attention.

But then, what would life be without problems?
If I am to come out of all these problems, I would be a better person. If not, a more knowledgeable person.
Problems usually come from changes. As fn always points out, change is the only constant. I am inclined to agree with that. But still, some times, we cant deny the huge problems that change brings along with it.

In my case, its probably the lack of change which is perplexing. To me at least.
Somehow, I want things to change but some how I dont. But theres nothing to ensure that the change would be for the better and not for the worst. No change made is ever 100% certain. A change for the worst is what i fear because as things stand, its already quite bad.

Therein lies the consequence.
Change can be initiated. Do you know how rediculously easy is it to cause change? All i have to do is to pick up my handphone, press afew buttons and viola...there you have it.
I can cause the change. But there is this little problem of consequence.
Perhaps, I dont want things to change. Because the logical side of me tells me that the consequences would not be pleasant.
But the illogical side of me begs for me to do something drastic.
I am a risk taker. But even I am not that dumb to risk something that precious to me.
But then...here comes the problem. I am not happy in the situation where I am in presently.

Any idiot will change his situation when he is not happy in it. But I'm not. I'm not changing the situation even tho it brings me discomfort and sometimes makes me very upset.

But some how deep inside me, I know that I must do something about this. But then, heres another problem. Every decision I make will affect other people. How do I make change which does not affect the other party? Will i cause anguish? or perhaps even cause anger? Anger is a terrible emotion if you all havent noticed.

But what if the other party or parties does not even give a shit about the change that you have made? What if they dont feel anything?
If thats the case, havent I just killed myself when I have achieved absoultly nothing even when after I go through so much to change things?

If i just go ahead and do what I want, that will be incredibly selfish of me. Yet...... its difficult. So very difficult.

A choice. I must make. But I dont want to do it so soon. Perhaps, I need more time.

I dont hope. Hope that I give myself is worth nothing. Hope that you give yourself is a picture painted with beatiful colours and in it, lies all you ever wanted and dreamed. But as we all know, and I assume we are all sensible adults, that hopes , like wishes, seldom come true.

The more you hope, the more you hurt.


I have written alot today. I'm not sure if it all makes sense. These are my thoughts. I was thinking about all these today. On the bus, in the library and at the airport. Its not an easy piece to understand, even I struggled to understand what i was writing about much les come to grips with it. But I thank you if you have taken the time to read the whole piece.

Thanks for your time. Good night everyone.


Breathing. By lifehouse. enjoy.

I'm finding my way back to sanity again
Though I don't really know what
I'm gonna do when I get there
Take a breath and hold on tight
Spin around one more time
And gracefully fall back to the arms of grace

'Cause I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to
Sit outside Heaven's door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be, yeah...
Where I wanna be...

I am looking past the shadows
Of my mind into the truth and
I'm trying to identify
The voices in my head
God, which one is you
Let me feel one more time
What it feels like to feel alive
And break these calluses off of me
One more time

'Cause I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside your door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be, yeah...

I don't want a thing from you
Bet you're tired of me, waiting
For the scraps to fall
Off of your table to the ground
La Da Da La Da Da Da Da Da
'Cause I just want to be here now

'Cause I am hanging on every word you're sayin'
Even if you don't wanna speak tonight, that's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more
Than to sit outside Heaven's door
And listen to you breathing
It's where I wanna be, yeah

Where I wanna be...
Where I wanna be...






Please, never and dont go quiet on me.
My part. Perhaps I never did do enough.

How many Yi Qians do you know?

Check out the 1 Eye Monster! Panasonic DMC FZ-10

To take photos of you. Black white if you like. Blue if you so desire. At the fiscus tree if you want.

My name appeared on american idol. the thing where people can sms in... Asking me too call when I see the msg. Call who? Call What? Him, Her or a It?
So I am asking you all, how many Yi Qians do you all know?
At this point of time, I am hoping for more than 1......

But then......argh. Screw it.

Was a vietnamese soldier today. Along with peri head, daniel of the leong variety, Gemuk tak scan, OLP and Shawn chimp.
Play Battlefield vietnam at Katong... superb session.. Bill came out to 8.50 each...we didnt wanna leave the place..... but we had too.
went home after that..was broke ah..till the point of it being embaressing.

Anyway, gotta run. My book is calling me, dying to be read. and returned. to the library. of. tp.its.overdued.

Tonights song. Will be. Dont Speak. By No Doubt...... from the critically acclaimed album TRAGIC KINGDOM. but no, I am not a fanatic fan of No Doubt.

You and me
We used to be together
Every day together always

I really feel
I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end

It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real,
Well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts

Our memories
They can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening

As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts

It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me
I can see us dying ... are we?

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts





You dont have to make everyone or anyone happy or even be nice. If you did that, you would be very tired.
But the important questions to ask and the ones which I am always asking are ' is it because of a lack of trying?' and
'If you could, would you?'
I cant answer my own questions. Even now.

Look at this and tell me you wont fall in love with it.


Here you go. You really like the colour orange right?

We beat horse pee year 2.
2-1. Bad tempered match. Because of one idiot. He is mad. He thinks he is wrestling. WWF wannabe gone wrong.

Luwin has gone bananas. He has bleached his hair whitish grey.
I gonna join him. Looks kinda fun. Gotta bleach it 4 times tho...I bet it hurts.

But not as painful as...wahahhahaa. shant say it.


Tonights song is, The Reason by Hoobastank
Listen to it! Its on the radio quite often nowadays.

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I found a reason for me
To change who I use to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish I could take it all away
And me the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I found a reason for me
To change who I use to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I found a reason for me
To change who I use to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you




I dont know what you are supposed to feel. But i certainly dont want you to be upset.

10:30. Timbusu Pitch.
Law Vs Hospitality and Management.



I will be slipping on this pair.
Die the horsepee shall. Under this Nike Air Zoom Total 90 II.

Will report once the score is out. Lets hope the law team kicks ass!
ciao, gotta catch some sleep now.

Song? Tonights song is by Cinderella Called HeartBreak Station.
enjoy it people.
Goodnight everyone.

Waiting at the station
Tears filling up my eyes
Sometimes the pain you hide
Burns like a fire inside
Look out my window
Sometimes it's hard to see
The things you want in life
Come and go so easily


She took the last train
Out of my heart
She took the last train
And now I think I'll make
A brand new start
She took the last train
Out of my heart

Watching the days go by
Thinking 'bout the plans we made
Days turn into years
Funny how they fade away
Sometimes I think of those days
Sometimes I just hide away
Waiting on that 9:20 train
Waiting on a memory

She took the last train
Out of my heart
She took the last train
And now I think I'll make
A brand new start
She took the last train
Out of my heart

My lady's on the fly
And she's never coming back
My love is like a steam train
Rolling down the tracks yea, yeaa

She took the last train
Out of my heart
She took the last train
And now I think I'll make
A brand new start
She took the last train
Out of my heart





I never once said its your fault. Never blamed you, Never will.

Since I dont have you.

Any idea how big the chapter on agriculture is ? Fucking big i tell you! sure die.
Thats my brother speaking on the phone. He is damn sick of studying, his exams in 2 weeks. The irony, i finish my exams early, but the house is like a tomb because the other 2 has to study....hahahahahhahahahahahahaha, why am i saying it like its a bad thing?!? wahhahahhahahahahahahahhaa

oh yea, HGF, will explain to you what you were unhappy that day about this blog when I see you. It has something to do about things that happened a long long time ago. Remember 5am at the bridge about a year ago? and you accused me of crying? U fucktard!

Orait, yesterday have been most interesting..only after the paper of cos. But I am not gonna talk about it, to damn much to say. too damn lazy.


its been an hour since i typed the sentence above. Its not for the lack of content that I have not written anything, but rather I dont know how to put what I am thinking or feeling into words.

Perhaps, perhaps i will do so once i think of a way to do it. For the time being, I think I just want to savour this after exam period for awhile. Enjoy this awhile longer..


Since I dont have you, tonights song will be Since I Dont Have You By Guns n Roses. Enjoy this song everyone. Goodnight. Going to read to take my mind off things.


I don't have plans and schemes,
And I don't have hopes and dreams.
I, don't have anything,
Since I don't have you.

And I don't have fond desires,
And I don't have happy hours.
I don't have anything,
Since I don't have you.

And I don't have happiness
and I guess I never will love again.
When you walked out on me,
In walked the misery,
And he's been here since then.

I don't have love to share,
And I don't have one who cares.
I don't have anything,
Since I don't have...
you,you,you
you, you, you

And I don't have love to share
And I don't have one who cares
I don't have anything
Since I don't have you

Since I don't have you











I told you not to read those things in the phone. But you did. Now how do you feel? They were there for a reason and the reason just might be you.

Always take the escalator on the extreme left which will bring you right up to the travelator.

Situation:

1 Driver and 2 illegal drivers.(no licence lar)
3 cars. One Pink, One orange and one black.
Driver of pink car is this pretty boy with peroxide hair. He has a driving licence. We shall call him peri head.
Driver of black car is a chimpanzee who uses alot of wax for his hair. We shall call him chimp
Driver of orange car knowns not the meaning of danger. We shall call him Lucifer.
8 Laps around the treacherous circuit with heavy traffic.

Race:
Orange car is in the lead at the start, followed by the Pink and the Black.

Mistake by lucifer on the gears enable Peri head and chimp to overtake him. Lucifer is furious. Peri-Head is acting cool to attract the babes and chimpy is being the chimp.

Lucifer gives chase , by lap 2, he has caught up with chimpy who is eating a banana while driving.
Lucifer wants chimp to flip. Chimp is stupid, seeing lucifer behind him , he thinks of taking the faster route.
But the faster route involves driving close to the wall. Alas, he didnt notice it.
Lucifer , being the observant one that he is, smiles gleefully. Driving next to chimp, he forces chimp nearer and nearer towards the wall on chimps right.

Finally, a left turn. Lucifer times his move to perfection, at the apex of the turn, he forced chimp to ram into the wall on the right sideways, causing chimpy's car to flip off the track.
Chimpy lands some distance away, shaken but still ok. Car is pretty damaged tho, manages to continue. Chimp is scared.

By this time, Peri-head has consolidated quite a lead. Driving smoothly and lapping in the fast 19secs.
Lucifer is giving chase hard. He manages to see Peri Head's tail on the 6th lap. Taunts Peri-Head. Muauaahahahaha.

Lucifer tries to take Peri-Head on turn 4 of lap 6, but Peri Head cuts off Lucifer's route. Great drving by Peri!

Lucifers rams Peri- head's car on the rear on turn 2 of lap 7, Peri Head does not yield! Infact, he jammed his brake infront of Lucifer! Causing Lucifer to swerve away while spewing profanities. Superb defensive driving from the Peroxide boy!

Unknown to Peri head and Lucifer, chimp has managed to catch up with both of them.

Lap 7 concludes with Peri-Head holding a VERY slight lead over Lucifer with chimpy catching up fast.

Peri Head at this point is nervous but determined to win the race.
Lucifer just wants to flip Peri Head's car and hopefully win the race if it is convinient.
Chimpy just wants to win the bananas at the end of the race!

Lap 8 the last lap starts with peri in the lead.
Lucifer tries again to take peri on turn 2, but peri blocks expertly.
Lucifer tries a fake manuver, but peri is not easily tricked. Peri Holds the racing line like it is his girl friend.
Lucifer is stressed. Another 2 turns left and he will have no time to flip Peri.

Chimp at this point catches up with peri and lucifer who is fighting like crazy with each other.
Learning from his past experience, Chimpy decides that he is gonna advoid the fight.
He thinks it will be smart to creep past the 2 by driving on the right side advoiding both of em.
BUT, he forgets that the wall is on the right hand side!
He goes anyway.

But too bad for him, Lucifer and Peri Head spots him.
Peri Head decides to deal with Chimpy first. He veers towards the right, trying to force Chimpy on the wall.
Chimpy touches the wall but does not flip. Peri head didnt veer into him violently enuff.

Lucifer thinks to himself " Jeez, I think if i want it done right, I will have to do it myself."
He proceeds to veer violently into Peri Head who inturn smashes into chimpy's car which inturns forces chimpy into the wall AGAIN. which inturn causes Chimpy to flip AGAIN. Chimpy is out of the race. He is crying for his mama at this point.

With turn 3 full of action, peri head and Lucifer is heading for turn 4. The one who comes out of turn 4 will reach the home straight and will easily win the race.

Turn 4 is approaching fast. Lucifer decides he will try to force Peri Head onto the walland try to flip him.
Peri Head decides he will make a run for it with his faster car on the outside lane and advoid lucifer. He does not want to be like Chimpy. He knows Lucifer will try to flip him.

But Peri head makes a vital mistake. The faster route will be along the wall on the right side. He fails to notice that Lucifer is no longer on his right, lucifer has veered to his left.

At this point, Peri Head can decide to either go ahead with his faster car in taking the faster route or he can jam his brakes again to force lucifer off.
He decides to take the outside lane aka the faster lane.

Lucifer was ready for that.
Once peri head veered to the right Lucifer makes his move.
He gently guides his car closer to Peri - Head. Peri - Head may still make it. He is still slighty infront.
they reach turn 4. The hard left turn.

Peri head turns the steering wheel leftsides, Lucifer holds the steering wheel firm.
Peri Head smashes into lucifer's car, but lucifer's car does not budge.
Too late of Peri Head, he cant change course in time, he cant move to the left, Lucifer is on his left.
He smashes into the wall at 225km/h . He flips. A pink scrap of metal flies thru the air with peri head inside it.

Lucifer cruises down the home straight and wins the race. The orange car is battered but also is the only car to complete the race.









wahahhahahaa. Yea, thats what happened. I recorded it verbatim. It is a blow by blow account.
If you dont believe me, you can always ask edwin and shawn.
If you havent noticed already, edwin is peri head and shawn is chimp and lucifer is that other bloke called nutter.







Well, its amazing how much fun $1 each can bring to us.
WE MUST DO THAT AGAIN!
WE MUST PLAY DAYTONA 500 AGAIN! WAHAHHAHAHA.
WHO WANTS TO CHALLENGE LUCIFER!?!?!?!!? COME GET UR ASS KICKED BY NUTTER!

haha, but it was fun. Hadnt had such fun for a long time. We were at cineleisure.hahaha. Like small kids. But it was fun. wahhaha.



anyway, gotta run now, exam week, stressed, not much studying done. Having this disease that one of my friends has describe to perfection on her blog.

alright, good night everyone!










Lappy really likes you. He didnt tell the school computers to sabotage you. He really didnt! He swears he didnt! Remember, he does not really like the school computers at all. He thinks they are 'cheap' as you said before.hahaha.

X Phone from O2

If any one has an X phone from O2 that they dont want, or if they have 700 bucks to spare.

please send t0 Bartley court #01-01 singapore 539763.
addressed to Master Low Yi Qian.
Do not address to Mister. do you know that people only address you as Mister if you have children? If u dont believe me, next time when u take an air plane, note that the name on the ticket reads Master instead of Mr.
A little bit of trivial =) Bet you all didnt know that =)

Cant believe it.
MS smart Phone OS.( basically its an Handphone running on windows OS like lappy.)
MP3 Player.
Camera. 640 x 860?!?!?!?!
65k Screen.
Can Sync with lappy
Uber Cool design.
LARGE SCREEN. LARGE BUTTONS.
suports SD card.
who needs poly when i can have MP3 tones?
can MSN messenger!
fwah *)**^%$%^&*

This is the perfect phone.
Check it out here

I need 700 buckaroos.
Badly.

So 1,2,3, take my hand and come with me because you look so fine and i really wanna make you mine.

Monday afternoon...

woke up at 11am by an sms....
Hotel california ring tone..its pretty long..so i had to get up.
couldnt get back to sleep after that..

had lunch alone near by, not that I am complaining..Its rather pleasant.
had the whole house to myself.

Have to get some studying done...been procrastinating. Tonight, by tonight.

Now, what would you do, if u had an accident, and that you had to go for this operation?
I mean, u are awake, but u need the operation, if not, bye bye life.

What would you do? The last ten things you would do?
I was thinking about this after almost being knocked down by a stupid car on my way home after lunch. Idiot driver. I am so big and he couldnt see me.

1. Pay out all my insurance premiums. in case any thing happens.

2. Draw up a will. its not much of a will, i dont have much possesions which are valuable.. but rhere are certain things that I want given to certain people. My diary, handphone, lappy and among others. in case anything happens

3. Call all my christians friends, tell em I gonna check heaven out, if the muslims are right, i gonna ring them up. If i dont ring, that means there is no heaven. Either way, they lose.

4. Internazionale jersey. Have to get.

5. wash out lappy's HDD. Many things and conversation logs that the world should never see.

6. Call pussy. and tell him i gonna look for him if something bad is to happen to me.

7. Have a last supper. ala...some dude in the bible. wahhahahahaha

8. Write a letter.

9. make my dad buy me a Panasonic Lumix FZ-10 for me to take some last pictures.

10. Threaten the doctor to make my operation a sucess. If not I will come back and haunt him.



thats it. Its pretty silly...but its the sort of things that I will do.
Hmm, maybe some of u could do this on your blogs too...wahhaha.

Alright, gotta run, got some other stuff to do.
Leave you with a song , Bent, by Matchbox 20. Enjoy.


And if I fall along the way
Pick me up and dust me off
And if I get too tired to make it
Be my breath so I can walk

And if I need some other love then
Give me more than I can stand
And when my smile gets old and faded
Wait around I'll smile again

Shouldn't be so complicated
Just hold me and then
Just hold me again

Can you help me I'm bent
I'm so scared that I'll never
Get put back together

Keep breaking me in
And this is how we will end
With you and me bent

And if I couldn't sleep could you sleep
Could you paint me better off
Could you sympathize with my needs
I know you think I need a lot

I started out clean but I'm jaded
Just phoning it in
Just breaking the skin

Can you help me I'm bent
I'm so scared that I'll never
Get put back together

Keep breaking me in
And this is how we will end
With you and me bent

Start bending me
It's never enough
I feel all your pieces

Start bending me
Keep bending me until
I'm completely broken in

Shouldn't be so complicated
Just touch me and then
Just touch me again

Can you help me I'm bent
I'm so scared that I'll never
Get put back together

Keep breaking me in
And this is how we will end
With you and me bent
and I don't understand it

And there I go again
Can you help me I'm bent
I'm so scared that I'll never
Get put back together

You're breaking me in
And this is how we will end
With you and me bent

Its not the fear of whats beyond, its just how that I'll respond.

Haha, came up with a novel way to explain what is love.

Love is only a feeling.

Yes yes, its the darkness song, but damn it makes a whole load of sense.

Yesterday felt real good. Played a match of soccer with some design guys. Law team kicked ass.... I played for most of the match. 7-3 final score. it was 2 weeks since i last played soccer, so ran my lungs out. hahaha, surprise i still can run! I run an ah beng down! wahhaha. I did! I really did!
wahhahahaahahahah.

erm, soccer match tmr too....at alama mata....wahhaha. soccer again! with seng joe and holey moley they all.


Just came back from a guys night out. With ed, shawn and dan and holey moley.
Soccer game at Cafe Cartel , gardens....Liverpool 2 - Arsenal 4. good fun!



I am troubled..
Its something about apec.
Haiz, unhappy that something like that has to happen.
Still.....what can we do about it?
At first it was one party....
but now seems like everyone is getting into the act.
Its unpleasant.
Lets just hope apec comes out of this stronger then ever.






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Insanely Jealous.

To send or not to send?
that is the question of the night.
Pros and Cons. Nothing ever balances out .

I got a nice big fat D + for my accounting coursework -_-
Convey test tomorro. Not studied yet. Exams in 2 weeks.

So as you can all see, pretty much jam packed to the max.

Went to jalan kayu today to savour some prata..with shawnzie, R-fen(thats how christina lim calls fn), linntodak and of cos gemuk gemuk tak scan... thats about all that was interesting today.


:::::::A conversation:::::::

We were observing an old lady cleaning a toliet.

She asked : You think she enjoys her work? (referring to the old lady)
I said : No. ( alittle too fast and assertive . i really dislike menial and monotonous stuff)

She said : What makes you think so?
I said : I dont know. I would not say she dislikes her work. I just think she does not enjoy it. (unsure of myself)

I said : I think she does not enjoy it. can you imagine doing the same thing everyday for the rest of your life?
She said: : But we are also already doing the same thing everyday repeatedly.
I said : erm , not really compared to her ( not very convincingly)

I said : Did you know that ' ***************' knows all their names?
She said :mm-hmm.... (nods head)

after a short pause

She said : Then why does she still work?
I said : Necessity. Perhaps she needs the money. or perhaps she is one of those people who cant settle down. Those people who need to work till the day they die.

she seemed to accept this. So i let it drop. or rather, she did.



10 mins later.


She said : I really want to talk to her sometime..




I was really suprised. I really liked that.

But perhaps I should not be. She always has caught me off guard repeatedly. So no big deal I guess. I am KENTAL.

anyway, anyone thought about that? Why do old people work? For the money? To get rid of the boredom? A habit? I really dont know. But sure as hell I wouldnt like my grandma to work like that.
Wait, but of cos she works.
It slipped my mine.
My grandma would kill if we objected to her having a full time job.
she works to supplement her allowance from the family.
She is a FULL TIME MAHJONG PLAYER.....yea, and a damn good one too.
so i think she is working. No CPF tho.


Oh yea, by the end of this entry, the problem has been solved. The thing has been sign, sealed and delivered.

Gotta go read some convey stuff now. Dont wanna fail if i can help it.
Goodnight everyone.







I dont want a thing from you. But you are tired of me waiting for the scraps to fall off your table to the ground. Cause I just want to be here now.

Cause i want nothing more than, sit outside heaven's door and listen to you breathing. Its where I wanna be.

- Lifehouse, Breathing.

And then the magic man came to town.

Pictures of Legal Team Alpha are up. Click HERE!!
Use the slide show yea?

thanks to soffie for the pictures.

Black Black Heart.

Read another book =). 'The Losers'
Have the time now since projects are finally over. Even the presentations.
Fam Law OP was alright thank you very much. Will upload the pictures that soffie has kindly taken for us very soon. Right after yahoo! photos stop giving me s***

Closer or further. Thats the question to ask. A friend asked me about it.
Will something that has gone so far away be any nearer after going so far away after such a long time?
Will something that was bought momentarily closer be closer in the time to come?
Perhaps distance is just a concept. It wont change. Further or close, does it make a difference? It is , after all still there. If something exist, does it matter if its very far away or just next to you?

I reckon it doesnt. However it does not make it easier.

'Damon Flood was a scoundrel- a smooth , smiling, cynical devil. As devious and corrupt as Raphael was open and innocent. The day he met damon was a day he began his mysterious fall from grace. The golden boy fell very fast and very far.'

Sounds good no? Just need to find myself someone to destroy now. My angel.







Boy.. You getting close eh?
-_- What the fuck?